noshikhara's manga / #Trauma(9)

I can't decide if I want Ian to end with Joseph or with TJ, maybe neither and I just take Ian for myself, my sweet sweet baby boy.

The past sexual trauma and the present sexual assault was not by the main dude, so that's at least something. but the whole bullshit about "curing" his sexual abuse trauma by instantly pushing himself onto him is just so fucking stupid.

It makes sense why he wouldn't get his body back and all, since he who switched into his body got the wish of dying and he got his wish of another chance. It's not bad that he didn't get it back by any means, however I still wish he would have but that's solely because of it being so my type when he couple has similar heights and body builds. The whole drama happening is a bit much, maybe, but not to bothered by it drawing it all out, what is more is that what makes it feel lacking is to not see what happened to the twin after the confrontation, or to Joohoon. Sure, he worked with the Seme to get the twin exposed and all but in itself, he still is a bastard who did what he did. It's all shifted to the twin that it's his fault that the uke got raped, and yes he did set him up for a trap to take his place, however, if it wasn't for Joohoon's doing, he wouldn't have been hurt that far. So the whole fault placement feels a bit lacking, off and unresolved. It's nice that the seme is so in love even after all those years and the body swap and all, but he does behave in a slightly annoying way at times. Though I still probably like him the most. Well, aside from that pretty side character puppy boy.

I can overlook the whole obsessive stalker kind of thing but that secret ingredient? that's just disgusting.

Blond guy is such a petty bitch and then it didn't even work out in his favor as he hoped lol considering the theme of the story, it's good that there was no ending with a romantic relationship because all of them would have just been wrong in one way or another, however, the ending felt abrupt, as if things just are missing and left way too open.

The looks of the uke in the first story and the seme in the second story are just so my type, if i could just fuck them both. Though I am a little irked with how the uke of the second story was drawn at times, a bit too cutesy and "small", yk...