I really loved this until the end. I loved the real portrayl of the PTSD he had, the messy relationships he had. Everything was chaotic but it made sense. That twist at the end though? Ruined the entire thing. A part of me can kind of understand it, because I also went back to an abuser after they got out of jail. But in this case, it didn't seem like a realistic option. He had such bad PTSD from him, I don't think he'd be able to look at him at all. He desperatly needed therapy, yes, but this was to much of a stretch. And the very ending with all that healing BS? Breaking those two hearts and giving us a vague tralalalala ending. Fuck that. It feels like a cheap trick to make this book seem 'deep' when it was deep enough as it was. The throuple should have been a healing throuple, he should have started therapy, stayed with his boys, and healed together in a loving environment.
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