Boylover's manga / #rape(4)

Well this was a lot on me and my chaotic emotions... Honestly I really wanted him to escape or at least take revenge on that blonde btc, but I didn't rlly feel anything after reading it. It felt more empty and depressing then I actually thought.. I really do feel bad for the both of them, but mc does NOT deserve all that after what he has gone thru.... I rlly don't know what to say, but overall it was disgusting and depressing to read it, yet my toxic "ego" actually really liked most parts... Which I'm really bumped about it bc reading this actually made me realize how toxic and bad of a person I am. I really am grateful the translator was putting off notes and memes, bc if there wasn't, I might have find this as "romantic" when it's obviously a toxic relationship. Either way yea it was a roller coaster of my emotions, and I don't wanna tell any more further detail bc I'm still in a bad position to... Welp good luck reading this shit, for whoever loves psychological messed up in the head shit.

Rereading it now, i finally realized how fucked up this is, even if i knew before, i didn't know this was THAT shitty. Amazing plot and art man, and for headups for those who are wanting to read, ITS VERY painful and yet interesting, especially the character Sangwoo, omfg this fcking man. Oh and by the way, Sangwoo is heterosexual and Bum's obsessive. What im trying to pintpoint is that this is NOT some sht u can call up romance,and it's not a BL, it's straight up a horror thriller, and there relationship is FCKING so toxic. Do not romanticize them pls for my sake, and understand the actual story plot.

A literal masterpiece. I love the characters, how the plot had it's twists because of Pilwon mostly, the art, everything was planned very well AND IMINLOVE WITH IT. ESPECIALLY MY BBG DOOSHIK OML PLZZZZ HE'S THE MOST BBG But. You PILWON. I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN TILL THE DEPTHS OF ENDS, IDC IF UR ALREADY DEAD, U HAVE NO EXCUSES FOR DOING SUCH THINGS CAUSE WTF. Anyways Dooshik carried so bad

honestly thought I would be traumatized, but I don't really have anything to say. I'm not in anyones side, but I really feel empty bc he didn't get revenge. Anyways never reading this again