I was surprised at how much a volume anime really got to me and mess with me. It is not a pretty love, is a dark psychological one that their parent (now dead) inscribed in to their head, and how hard it is to break your paren't twisted ideas. And yes, sometimes rather dealing with all the shit done for nothing, sometimes you feel like you want to die. Extreme emotions are usually extreme, good or bad. Bot haruka is a unique hero, no matter how you see him.
Suna No Rasen