I agree I am a disgusting freakish bastard who can understand Akio's way of thinking, and I personally align with those ideas. there hasn't ever been something so accurately to describe my kink. It was bizarre how much I enjoyed this. I have no other words. I know this isn't a normal or usual way of thinking, but I don't own anything to nobody, and what's more, this is impossible for me, so it will always be a hollow wish, without any concretization. And Akio's intelligence is towards manipulative skills, not usual skills, so he is treated like a dumb character because he doesn't care for others' views, he is driven by desire, he is driven by his instinct for pleasure search. This is something I am mesmerized to talk about, because I myself don't see reason to life, and by some cultures pleasure is a sin, but it is human nature to seek pleasure and deny it somehow because of morals imposed by common sense created by religious beliefs. Religion is nothing more than a way to explain our lives and try to set rules based on what is considered good. Good is subjective and varies with the goal it wants to achieve, heaven, or any prize after one's life that followed good conduct within what they believe. I am agnostic and believe that if there is a bigger force, they are assholes, and that's okay because perfection doesn't exist and there are only ideals that set this image of perfection. Everything starts changes and ends, that is the only true rule I believe. The rest is an optional way to see, behave, and judge things, and those aren't all on your account, because space and time mold your way of thinking. 25% is up to you to agree or disagree, and even if you choose one or even just not to care, there will be a reaction to it, and you will be part of this crazy mess, that is taking action. There are some things you can't change whether you want it or not, change itself, the continuous of action. I don't have yet a disclosure to all the things I just typed, I just think those things at this moment, and they will suffer interactions with other ideas and ways of thinking, as I didn't die and still am able to change. Thinking about it now. Change can only be stopped when the process is over, and if you take into account that nothing is lost, nothing is created, everything is transformed, by Lavoisier, nothings really ends wither, see? my thought was just influenced and changed, giving it a new perception. Just as we see in Chemistry, some products are reversible, which is very interesting too. I have thought and theorized a lot about changes, and how even if you have similar products, the past that occurred is not equal to the product we have again, such is because there was a change and even if it seems equal there are subtle differences. This I haven't studied yet, but some parts of the matter are used, and dissipated, just like in energy, and yet, if you think about it, maybe they weren't, it is just that we haven't reached the depths of all layers of our reality and what makes the matter. Our latest discovery putten in the material for schools, as I am a 2nd-year high schooler from Brasil and am currently studying can read on such materials, are the attoms, and even those are not fully understood, I presume. I really like to think about these things. If you have read until here, I congratulate you, these are just my thoughts, in mid-Pandemic and World chaos thoughts, something interesting I will tell you, is that I actually should be writing essays, the deadline was today at midnight, and it is 23:22, 19th June 2020. 23:23 now, my mother called me, and I perceived today that when someone of my family interrupts my reading of erotic contends I get really in a bad mood, this is what I guess you can call cock-block and also my inner guilt of having to deal with them midst the reading of something they would definitely not approve of. Goodbye now, as I have already taken so much of your time, and my mother's patience too. it is 23:26 as I finally finish this absurd text.
Starting Today, I'm a Delinquent Slut!?