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Jerjer ch 2. Summary: Uke and Seme were actually initially friends in middle school. But uke slowly began liking the seme, but dared not let the seme know. So he tried to hide it as best as he could. MEANWHILE, the seme was ALSO falling for uke at the same time. Seme loved how uke’s eyes looked like he was always smiling. Seme couldnt get enough of uke’s face, so he always stared at him, but tried not to make it noticeable. One day seme had a dream where he and uke did naughty things. Seme woke up confused, was he looking at his friend with those types of intentions? Worried, he tried not to make his staring obvious. But then one day uke shyly asks him “W-Why do you keep staring at me? I-Is something wrong with my face?” while blushing. Seme answers “I just like the way your eyes looking like you’re always smiling” blushing and happy, uke was happy. But inside seme’s head, he was PANICKING. He thought that uke saw thru his staring and called him out on being weird for staring! So seme tried not to be around uke and talk to him anymore. Uke, confused about this shift in demeanor and seme’s cold attitude, kept trying to approach him and ask what happened and did he do anything wrong to anger seme. Seme, confused and overwhelmed with these new emotions of liking the uke, yelled at him “GROSS, Dont look at me anymore with thise eyes!!!” and poured water on uke’s head. WTF. Ok obviously a teenage boy would overreact and lash out like a wild cat but wtf jeez!!! This in turn caused the entire school to bully the uke from now on. Uke’s heart ultimately broke, because be felt this reaction from seme was probably due to seme noticing that uke had a little crush on him and thought uke was gross for liking guys. Thus this misinterpretation formed. Uke then transferred out, fully coming to terms that the bullying was all his fault; and the seme forever regretting what he did to the boy he liked. Seme eventually enrolled to the same university as the uke, to reach out and apologize for what he did. Uke immediately freaks out and runs off. Seme tries his best to mean no harm. This warms uke bc at the end of the day, deep down, he still has feelings for the seme. Seme then abruptly asks the uke to go out with him. Uke obliges, cautiously happy. Things were good for a while, until uke overheard seme’s conversation with a classmate they had in middle school for a school reunion. Seme stated over the phone how awful he feels about what he did, and cant do enough to apologize for it. This makes uke realize that ,,Oh…he’s only going out with me bc he feels sorry for me..for what he did.. So going out with me and having sex is his way of making it up to me, since he knows i liked him back then..” AUUUGHHH. Then uke comes to accept this and cannot bring himself to break up. Instead, he chooses to bitterly enjoy the time he has with the seme until the seme cant take being with him anymore and breaks up. THIS INSANE MISUNDERSTANDING… When seme of course feels so sorry for what he did, it doesnt take away that he genuinely loves uke!!! Anyways the rest of the story is a bunch of misunderstanding and them trying to understand each other lol

Oh my goddddd its literally a horror yaoi… His manager is like, a ghost/human??? Not sure, but he forced the MC to perform oral and he seems SO SCARY… MC is a biiig wimp but he looks cute in a pathetic way :) left off ch 12 CH 14.5 ch17 left off ch 26 but its awful translations now and thus the story is impossible to understand now :( Left off ch 34. The translation seems to have gotten a but better. Looks like the website (?) or prev team were able to translate from the spanish translation to english for ch 34, which is a huge improvement bc now its actually understandable. It seems there may be more than 1 ghost haunting the building. And the ghost (or the other ghost maybe?) keeps infiltrating both Giyoon(uke)’s and Manager’s dreams and making them think of each other have sex?? Not sure if this is tied to how in irl the actual ghost keeps raping poor Giyoon hmmm still a bit confusing “ Main ghost in the building can take on different forms, possess people and enter their dreams. it's now harassing the MC, who can't see the ghosts's true form, is dumb and on top of that gets his memories wiped after the interactions with it.(possibly from ptsd since we know MC absolutely cannot handle scary things as per first chapter). The original manager seemed to have a good relationship with jumin(brunette who had sex with manager in 1st ch but also unknowingly with the ghost) and the ghost would take advantage of it and either possess the manager or take his form to do him (which could explain why jumin is crazy about him). But after it was found out by the MC(when MC caught him jerkin it and started to video record him on his phone), it started playing with him instead and brushed jumin off. however it seems that the ghost has developed some sort of feelings for the MC? maybe because it thinks it's fate that it feels this good while doing the MC, and now wants him to see its true form for who it is. and this is a speculation but perhaps it doesn't take on different forms willingly with the MC, OR is unable to control it and show itself. i say that because it seemed to have disguised itself purposely with the lady who walked in on them and appears in the elevator scene. she walked in on the MC and the ghost and was able to see its true form. the ghost realised that and decided to ignore it in the beginning. however, the lady was trying to help the MC escape the ghost later on, and the pinnacle was the drunken message she sent to him which explained that the ghost takes on different forms and only harasses the MC, which the ghost saw in the MC's house. that's why it somehow tried to harass the lady in elevator. what i have yet to understand is whether there is more than one ghost, due to the scene with the power outage in season 1. there was another ghost there that was trying to help the OG which was harassing the MC. and the white form that was walking around in the office when the two were hiding. and another thing is whether jumin knows about the ghost or not.” We also can speculate that the hauntings could be due to the Talisman that Jumin had in order to make the manager fall for him. The Talisman will make the person have sexual dreams of Jumin, but as a result there will be ghosts?? Also when the ML Ghost has sex, it seems to drain the life essence of the person. This is what we can assume LEFT OFF CH 36

READ ENTIRE STORY ON BATO.TO BC OFFICIAL ENGLISH TRANSLATION WAS ON THERE anyways. Story was OK. Big disappointment that there was no jerjer : The body swap idea was pretty interesting but could have been executed better. The MC woke up in another students body, and the original student woke up in his body for like 2 seconds before dying. So MC could no longer return to his original body and the poor boy died. Reason? The boy died via suicide. Why? Bc he was raped (coordinated by his pos twin brother and some scary dude and his gang) the whole thing was video taped and circulated around the whole school and the poor boy became the center of rumors. He begged his twin for help, that he was sorry for whatever he did, etc. His twin brother was loving all this. It was his sweet revenge. WHY did he want revenge? Bc this pathetic pos was jealous that his brother was smarter and more well liked than him. PATHETIC. So he orchestrated this gang bang to get back at his brother. As a result, the poor boy became miserable and committed suicide. When he woke up in MC’s body, of course he had no will to live :’( so he gave up quickly and the doctors could not revive him. Rip