cocobunny's manga / #psychological(32)

Its OK. Uke has a stalker who brings him drinks, then food, then breaks into his house when he’s at work to cook him meals and do his laundry and clean house. The uke finds this convenient, albeit a bit creepy. This all changes when the stalker passes by him and says “Hard day at work huh?” and uke realizes his stalker is a man. THEN he has a huge problem with it lolol. So he tries to ignore all the things the stalker does for him and throws away the food. Then one day he comes home from work and stalker is there WAITING for him. This alarms uke, he’s scared, and tries to leave the apartment but stalker stops him and is like “Where r u going? Lol come in.” Stalker tells uke that he usually stalks different people bc its fun to see their reactions, but uke was the first one to let him go as far as he did. Thus, stalker has fallen for him and wants to take their relationship to the next level. LOL. Uke is aghastly upset. From here on, uke keeps trying to rebuke and deny the stalker. But the stalker keeps entering his home, invading his space, and forcing himself on uke. Poor uke spends most of this time crying begging for stalker to stop but stalker never does. Stalker tells him that uke will get used to him in due time, and wont ever want him to leave. Uke doesnt believe this bc this is illegal. Over time, uke’s will power just deteriorates. Though he was pretty much a pushover the entire time tho and always just allows the stalker to do as he pleases. Uke is broken and now kinda just accepts the stalker. but then stalker stops showing up and this unnerves uke a little. He knows he should be happy bc this is what he wanted. But he cant get the stalker out of his mind now. Literally lives rent free in his head. Uke then STALKS him and sees he is how stalking someone else. This makes uke feel mixed things. He KNOWS he should be happy but. Uke calls up the guy who knows the stalker and asks for help. Guy tells him basically “Look ur a loser pushover. You let this progress. I’m not here to listen to you whine. You want him out of your life, but now you cant stop thinking about him, eh? You should wanna get back at him. Lets make a plan. Give him a taste of his own medicine” The plan? To KIDNAP the stalker. Brainrot behavior. Uke does this and keeps the stalker in his apartment as prisoner tied up to a chair. Of COURSE the stalker would enjoy this wtf stupid head. As time passes, the stalker becomes accustomed to this but groans bc yea its uncomfortable. One morning uke unties the stalker before heading to work. When he comes back, stalker greets him. Stalker begins to freak out a little and tells uke to tie him back up again. When uke doesnt respond he accuses uke of getting tired of him and stuff. BRO u STALKED. HIM. lmao. lmao. Anyways uke gives in and is like ok…lets try this. AKA Be in a relationship. Which is FAIL bc uke couldve used this opportunity to really get revenge and tell stalker to fuck off, since he successfully got into his head now. but nah, uke is a pushover idiot lol. Things are good for awhile but uke decides to look for apartment. stalker follows him and sees that. He freaks out again and begs uke not to leave him and to please love him back. AGAIN wasted opportunity BUT, i guess in a way this is the uke’s revenge. The stalker has crumbled and now begs uke not to leave him and to take him with him. So, win for uke? Uke tells him ok. The end

Insane. Sick sadistic photographer tricks MC and blackmails him. He uses a lot of anal toys and forces pleasure on him, even though MC hates it. He keeps putting MC into risky situations like fondling in public or toy fuck where theres people around. The sadistic photographer initially seems like he is irredeemable garbage that is too fucked up. But later on we see a bit of human in him, and we learn his backstory a little. Everything changed when he had penetrative sex with MC at the inn—he was virgin even tho he is so psychotic. Now he is trouble, confused, and his mind is a mess. He eventually realizes he now has feelings for the MC. We are now getting deeper into his backstory and he seems more aware of MC they went thru a lot together… learned from each other..grew to like each other.. Yu forgave Tamada for the horrible things he did to him, because he initially grew to like the pleasure given from the sex. The closeness they had during, the skinship, and enjoying each other’s company on outtings and dates; they grew closer and bonded. Yamada reflects back and feels guilty for what he’s done, because he has fallen in love with Yu. And Yu, initially wanting to deny his new affection and love for Yamada, comes face to face with his reality when Yamada decides to no longer take away any more of Yu’s time. Yamada felt newfound guilt that he metaphorically caged Yu in this world where they can be lovers, denying Yu of a normal future with a wife and kids. As Yamada leaves, everything comes crashing down for Yu; finally realizing his feelings for Yamada. Running to Yamada without shoes on, he grabs into him, and Exclaims that no one can decide his future or happiness except himself. Yu tells Yamada that he likes him. Thinking Yu is saying all of this out of pity, Yamada thanks him for his kindness. Frustrated, Yu proves his point and kisses Yamada. Yu continues to state; initially he did not want to acknowledge his feelings for Yamada, thus Yu tried to keep it all buried. But with the arrival of Yamada’s childhood friend Michiru, Yu decided to just be friends with Yamada instead of their usual fwb relationship, in the hopes that his own feelings for Yamada would be cleared out, and things would start making sense. But it only confused Yu more, as he grew frustrated and jealous at Yamada and Michiru’s friendship and closeness. Yu states that the moment Yamada left, everything up until then came flooding back to him at once. All his feelings, all the memories they shared, everything. Yu knew, if he didnt chase after Yamada then, he would regret it forever. And if he were to run after Yamada, then he had to make a decision now on his feelings. They admit their feelings for each other :’) END CH 126 They KISS FOR THE FIRST TIME??? And then do jerjer ToT <333333 Then Yamada admits he still finds this so hard to believe like its a dream. Yu reassures him and also more jerjer! Yu reflects and is now sure that he likes Yamada. Why? Or what exactly he likes about him? He cant really figure out, but he knows his feelings are true. Since coming to terms with how he feels, he feels a warm tingly feeling inside now, which is making sex feel incredible for him. True love mayhaps? :3c Anyways, afterwards, Yamada asks Yu to pls go out with him! Eeeee LEFT OFF CH 129 Yuu shyly says yes and Yamada is super happy <3 He is so happy and excited that he immediately acts lovey dovey! Yuu is still a little too shy for all dat right away!! lmao!! Yuu is reluctant but during jerjer Yamada can tell from Yu’s face that’s he doesnt hate him & is just shy about all this<3 Yamada takes on a new part time job to try and quell his nerves and shyness regarding their new relationship status! Looks like theres a new troublemaker that will also be starting this job?? :

Bro??

they were friends in middle school but when his mom left he and his sis were alone. he had no one to talk to it abiut except for his new friend. His new friend, kaname, immediately took a liking to him and thought of him as a precious rose. They got closer , enough that be told his new friend that his mom left him and his sis. In response, kaname said you dont have to do this alone, im here. The Protag’s other friend, heard this. He also heard that he didnt wanna tell him bc he had a game coming up and he didnt wanna stress him out. He realized that those 2 were getting so much closer and his spot next to the protag was in danger (seems to hold feelings for the protag). So, he ended up telling everyone about the protag’s mom. Of course, protag was extremely angry and hurt and felt betrayed. he truly thought that his new friend kaname was the one that told everyone. he was so mad, he threw back the book kaname gave him and said “tf is a friend? stay away from me and never fucking talk to me again”. hurt, and shocked, the kaname tried to explain that it wasnt him who told everyone. But protag wouldnt hear it. Then the old friend approaches kaname and tells him “hey. he said to stop talking to him. and for the record, just bc he told u ONE of his secrets doesnt mean you’re any special to him. back off, the place next to him is me and only me” kaname was prob shocked and angry. But thats when his dad pulled him out of school and made him transfer bc he wanted him back and also bc he was the heir to a company. protag and kaname lost contact after that. they didnt meat again until adulthood when protag is working at a cafe. he accidentally spills coffee on a customer. This customer, was actually kaname. But, protag did not recognize him. Kaname, however, did. He gave protag his card and said he would like to stay in touch bc its hard to make friends as an adult. Protag agreed and took the card. We see that Protag is still in contact with his old friend from middle school. The friend acts all lovey dovey(with the context that its just a joke bro no homo lol) and they are the best of friends and he will do anything for protag (pretty gay imo its obv he has feelings for protag). When protag gets home, he finds that his dad tried to sell his sister’s body for money. Protag was furious. He took his sister and left the apartment. Unsure of where to go or what to do, Kaname coincidentally drives by them and offers protag to take his sister to the hospital. As his sister is taken to hospital by the assistant, protag is given a contract. All medical bills and school tuition will be covered by kaname, in exchange protag must live with him and have NO contact with anyone or see anyone unless kaname goes with him. Protag is like wtf…ok. They have this agreement for 2 weeks and Kaname starts being clingy to him (like snuggle him in bed) and protag just accepts it bc i mean he cant rly do anything he is in contract. Anyway, kaname comes home and starts getting into protags space and kissing his body and protag is like wtf. kaname excuses himself. As he is gone protag notices a book from kaname’s bag. It is the book that protag threw back at kaname when he was angry with him in middle school. When kaname returns protag is like why tf do you have this book??? and he figures out that kaname is kaname from middle school. Protag then says he didnt mind the touching , kaname asks ok what if i want sex and protag is like umm..well dont say it like that. then they do the jerjer. Protag seemed to Immediately accept kaname and everything so fast, it kind felt off pace and messy. This scene could have been worked on. anyways, kaname reveals to the reader that this was all PLANNED. He purposely bumped into protag at the cafe. He paid protag’s father to do what he did which resulted in protag running off with the sister, and kaname purposely waited in that area for protag so that he could “coincidentally” show up and be a hero. And when the old friend called protag’s phone, kaname answered it WHILE THEY WERE HAVING SEX so that the friend wouls hear protag’s moans and crying out kaname’s name! Kaname also LIED about protag’s sister having a shadow in her lung , just to say later she is fine ! What for?? For protag to experience a roller coaster of emotions worrying for his sister?? Kaname is a psycho obsessed with protag ! awesome left off ch 10

OHHH MY GODDDDD????!:?:!:!:!/!???!!! POSSESSIVE AF SENE HE IS LOTERALLY INSANE LITERALLLY A PSYCHOPATH I LOVE HIM SM!!!! Ch 35 when they about to do the jerjer in the tub after 10 yrs of seme being in prison for attempted murder (of the guy uke got caught having sex with [seme secretly recorded them bc he is OBSESSED with uke!!!]) and same-sex rape! (uke didnt testify against this or w/e). Seme is now rich and is chief of a company??? ex-con to chief…hmm possibly he is a gangster now! At this point……UKE IS STUCK WITH HIM….He can never EVER escape seme!!! He got Stockholm syndrome BAAADDF!! LEFT OFF CH 39 : They been living domestically (he has no CHOICE tho lmfao!!!) There are cameras everywhere to monitor him and the doors are always locked and there are always guards. poor dude can only live in the room. Eventually He has earned enough trust to be allowed to go out and shop at a supermarket to cook dinner. But then he gets a text from someone (a friend??? idk, i didnt recognize the name so may have to reread the story). and he immediately freaks out bc seunghun heard it and before anyone can react jeubin cuts himself with the knife (by accident?) when he was cutting onions. Seuhngun tells me he is not allowed to use knives anymore and he is only allowed to use scissors (ok then how is he supposed to cook dinner if he cant use knives????stupid head???). He sits him down and leaves to bring a bandaid. Jeubin quickly gets up and hides his phone in his bag and sits back down. Seunghun comes back and places bandaid on the cut & says he doesnt want spicy beef soup for dinner anymore. Theres silence. Then jeubin asks him whats wrong. Immediately the air is TENSE and SCARY!!! Seunghun says “Your phone. It was here on the table a minute ago. Where is it” OOP ….. Jeubin then states “I put my phone in the charger” and suggests they order pizza. Seunghun believes it for like 2.5 seconds before Jeubin tells on himself by sighing loudly in relief lmao dumb. Seunghun then tells him to start talking. Jeubin admits that he received a call from a friend(?), Kim Seungjoo, who he met up with back in the day. But last time they hung out Jeubin told him to stop contacting him bc it just kept bringing back bad memories of that time in the past. But for some reason, he contacte Jeubin anyway. Seunghun asks Jeubin what was the reason & Jeubin says he doesnt kno since he didnt answer anyway. Seunghun asks him why not and Jeubin says there was no reason to. Seunghun then looks at him all scary and says “So you and Kim Seungjoo are still in contact with each other?” This is chilling lol Jeubin tells him NOT to misunderstand bc its not like that. But then the PSYCHO just takes Jeubin’s phone. CALLS SEUNGJOO, And tells him that he and Jeubin have sex everyday and not to contact Jeubin anymore if he doesnt wanna get hurt??? asdfghjsjes???! But then when Jeubin frantically takes the phone back, and tells Seungjoo “I’ll call you back later!” it turns out SEUNGHUN DIDNT ACTUALLY CALL SEUNGJOO AT ALL!! IT WAS JUST A FIB!! OMG! Then he tells Jeubin that if Seungjoo calls him again then to say those exact words They argue a little over that and then do the jerjer. During which Jeubin i guess admits to himself that he really does like Seunghun, even tho hes crazy af. Then they have a little talk and Seunghun admits he’s crazy for Jeubin, if that weren’t obvious already. While at a cafe, Jeubin wonders to himself if he actually loves Seunghun back. Which, realistically, he really SHOULDNT? Bc he is being held captive against his will?? Lmao???? But he thinks back to what Seungho said, about Jeubin being his first for everything. As such, Jeubin feels a sense if responsibility to be with him. Its not clicking that he really has no other choiceeee lol Minwoo shows up and asks to talk. (apparently he was apparently pushed off a bridge in college but he survived it somehow idk i forgot what the scene was in that chapter but everyone thought it was seunghun who did it). He survived and discuses Seunghun with Jeubin, how they both worked together to make sure he got the maximum sentence in jail. Well, to make sure Minwoo stays away, Jeubin starts telling him all about how the sex he and Seunghun have is the best sex ever & that he is crazy for him. Minwoo doesnt believe him but Jeubin tells him to do ahead and use his cell to call Seunghun if he doesnt believe him. We find out Jeubin says all this stuff to rile him up bc the last time a guy was involved he got killed. So Jeubin doesnt want that to happen again. He then leaves the car they were talking in and calls Seunghun to have sex. While Jeubin is at home some guy??? Comes in. I guess he knows Seunghun and asks Jeubin if they’re living together. Jeubin says “isn’t it obv?” idk if hes a prosecutor or was involved in the case. But then he says “So the victim has decided ti shack up with his attacker” lol. But we then realize that this rude guy was actually Seunghun’s bully he mentioned in ch 15, and i think Seunghun tried to kill him as revenge afterwards in school. But anyways then in college i think this guy reported an attemoted murder and thus resulted in Seunghun getting max sentence. OH MY FUCKING GOD. No. Pls. It cant be. We find out. That this rude guy, ALSO gets fucked by Seunghun T_T apparently Seunghun likes to screw around and mess with the pretty ones (why? Probably from the trauma/experience of wanting Jeungin so badly in college or maybe the bully was the catalyst for him causing him to want to be cruel and mean to all pretty boys afterwards). Jeubin’s face… T_T ugh just leaVe that awful place. Anyway, Seunghun calls and this guy picks up the phone. He starts asking why Seunghun hasnt been to see him recently, is it bc he has a new plaything? Does his ass taste better than his? All this shit he asks on the phone in front of Jeubin. Jeubin is beyond furious, hurt, and maybe even confused. Thinking is rapist/kidnapper loved him fr. But then, why should he think such a thing, if hes a victim? In a rage, Jeubin leaves. Guy tells him that Seunghun will be there soon and if he sticks around maybe they can have a threeway. Jeubin gets more mad and tells him “Whether you two fuck each other or not has nothing to do with me!” and leaves. In the taxi he reminisces when Seunghun tells him he loves him, and starts crying. He has the taxi take him to a nearbye bridge. He then calls Kim SeungJoo. Seungjoo shows up and they talk and he prepositions Jeubin to come over for sex as a way to make him feel better i guess?? But then SEUNGHUN shows up! He somehow finds Jeubin?? Seunghun is PISSED OFF. He says it took him 2 fucking hours ti find Jeubin, and he is BEYOND angry and he wants to KILL. So he grabs Jeubin to take him back home to discuss why he left, but then Kim tries to get him to let go of Jeubin but then Seunhun just kicks Kim in the face and tells his assistant to grab him. Jeubin keeps trying to fight Seunghun off and tells at him to tell him go. Seunghun tells him to shut up before he throws BOTH his assistant and Kim off the bridge omg. Seunghun then says that hes so mad that he could just kill Kim rn. Jeubin tells him not to or else, but the. Seunghun punches him to get him to shut up. Then he takes him back home. At home we see that there was..a fight that happened..furniture broken and blood everywhere o_o; Seunghun demands and asks Jeubin why he is acting thus way and why he left? As if Jeubin didnt hear what that ither douche said on the phone out loud?? Seunghun again asks Jeubin why he’s acting this way. Jeubin in a roundabout way tells him that he was chastised by Seunghun in the past for being a slut that fucks many, so why is Seunghun doing the same? He inadvertently says that Seunghun is a two timing bastard and he is upset. And why did he say all that stuff earlier about lovjng him if he has sex with other men? Seunghun realizes this and is happy?? That Jeubin is jealous & that jeubin is upset bc he thought Seunghun was having an affair? He says “Lets clear up the misunderstanding. I have only ever done it with you.” and that he put the other guy in the hospital for joking around on the phone (hence why theres blood everywhere). So turns out that was hust a big little funny that the other guy tried to do but it backfired on him bc Seunghun came home all angry for joking like that and almost killed him & then went to look fir his Jeubin :D Now Jeubin still doesnt believe him and he still feels hurt but Seunghun reiterates that he only knows how to pleasure Jeubin and that is that. they do the jerjer They then get matching watches instead of rings as committing to one another. Then do more jerjer. Jeubin confesses he only loves Seunghun and no one else, thus the confinement isn’t necessary. But i assume he knows jt wont ever stop. Anyways, he is still holed up but enjoys it i guess? LEFT OFF CH 53