Meh634's manga / #Sad(8)

Y'ALL my heart at the beginning was hurting so much because of all those past memories being shown. I LITERALLY HAD TEARS TRICKLING DOWN MY CHEEKS BECAUSE I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THIS AGHHH. This is one of the most wholesome yaois I've read in a while, and the art and two main characters were beautiful and amazing.The ending made my heart finally relax and breathe again because of how happy and adorable it was.

This story got me in my feelings for sure. First off, the uncertainty and self-doubt that both the characters were feeling about their relationship and how others view them, it was really realistic, which made it even more emotional. Second off, I'm so glad they ended up happy with each other until the very end. Lastly, THE LAST CHAPTER WAS SO SWEET YET REMINISCENT AND KINDA HEAVY like I was NOT prepared for that kind of an ending. However, even though it was sad and heavy-hearted, I think it was very refreshing because I've never seen a yaoi ending on that kind of sweet and melancholic tone. Some people are saying that the story would be better without it, however if we didn't have it we wouldn't have known that Akabuchi died 20 years earlier, and that Kikuchi stayed in the same town just to stay near his grave in order to stay beside him; it shows that all of their hardships at the beginning of their journey didn't go to waste and proves that they still loved each other to death even after many years and had overcame whatever problems they had experienced in the future. BUT YALL IT SURELY TOOK ME BY SURPRISE AND I HAD TEARS STREAMING DOWN MY FACE. Now my nose is stuffy T_T

I was not prepared for this kind of story at all, but I absolutely do not regret reading it. Y'ALL I'M CURRENTLY CRYINGGG. I was annoyed at Akira, but I know everyone has their own circumstances and that the views of society/close relationships probably made him feel pressure to live a "normal, successful" life. But still, I never hated him because I imagined that situations like this are realistic and probably sometimes happen in real life. Everyone has to realize things and grow at their own time and in their own way. But I love Yuki so much. He never strayed off of the white line until he knew he had to, and he def didn't deserve the suffering that he went through because of Akira. I cried so many times, but it was definitely worth it. The ending was overwhelmingly beautiful.

Well sht I didn't read the comments or the description I regret this but I don't at the same time.

Y'all this was a masterpiece. The sex between Seojin and Jaehyun was hot, passionate, and wayyyy better than the sex with Jaehyun and the older dude. Seojin is such a caring, respectful, and sweet lover I cannot. I fkn hated the older dude. He was so toxic, and deserves to be arrested tbh. Jaehyun didn't deserve any of that, and the older dude certainly did not deserve him. I didn't like the Chairman lady and the TA, but I have to admit they're better than the old dude. Overall the strong made me cry but it was nice to see the seme and uke finally be less restricted and start fresh at the end.

AGHH THE EXTRA LITTLE SCENE TOWARDS THE END (╥﹏╥)

AGh what is with me tonight? this is like my 3rd book where it's made me cry. MY HEART CAN'T HANDLE ALL THESE EMOTIONS. This is why I don't read tragedies. However, in this case, at least I knew from the beginning what I was getting myself into.

I liked all expect for the main story, Rakka. ;_; 2nd story was my favorite!