Meh634's manga / #doctor(5)

I liked the fact that the Seme is sweet, caring, respectful, and serious about the doctor, but can also be a daddy lol. I am also really glad that he gave the rings to the Doctor even after he had his heart broken because usually, in other stories, the person wouldn't even have had the guts to give the rings to the other person because they think "what's the point?", Which causes the misunderstanding/conflict to go on even longer, so I'm glad that didn't happen in this story. Also, the tsundere uke was pretty cute, and thankfully wasn't annoying, and his fears/insecurities from his past were realistic enough for me to be understand why he was the way he was. LOVED THIS AHH~

One of firsts. Also one of my first experiences with S&M characters. It opened a whole new world for me...

This story got me in my feelings for sure. First off, the uncertainty and self-doubt that both the characters were feeling about their relationship and how others view them, it was really realistic, which made it even more emotional. Second off, I'm so glad they ended up happy with each other until the very end. Lastly, THE LAST CHAPTER WAS SO SWEET YET REMINISCENT AND KINDA HEAVY like I was NOT prepared for that kind of an ending. However, even though it was sad and heavy-hearted, I think it was very refreshing because I've never seen a yaoi ending on that kind of sweet and melancholic tone. Some people are saying that the story would be better without it, however if we didn't have it we wouldn't have known that Akabuchi died 20 years earlier, and that Kikuchi stayed in the same town just to stay near his grave in order to stay beside him; it shows that all of their hardships at the beginning of their journey didn't go to waste and proves that they still loved each other to death even after many years and had overcame whatever problems they had experienced in the future. BUT YALL IT SURELY TOOK ME BY SURPRISE AND I HAD TEARS STREAMING DOWN MY FACE. Now my nose is stuffy T_T

I've read the some of the comments after reading the story, and there are certainly things left unanswered now that I think about it. Regarding her first life, I think it would have been nice background info to know just what mistakes she made, but I don't think it was crucial for us to know. And the ending was bit rushed, and some parts were unrealistic, so I was slightly disappointed with that (mostly the rushed part) since I really liked the pacing before then. Other than that, I will say this was a decent read. *Spoilers* BUT WAS THAT THEM REINCARNATED AT THE END? Yoo thats kinda crazy and weird but at least they're not rulers or anything like that in this life ╮(＾▽＾)╭

I enjoyed it. It gave me a more realistic feeling compared to a few other yaois I've read. Didn't like the one rape scene but I'm glad the seme had character growth. Plus his cut hair looks so much better!