chii's manga / #Awful Ending(4)

Alright story that I was enjoying but the author decided to throw that all away and just ABRUPTLY end it with no reason and an awful ending. It was not a case of rushing, in fact the pacing of the story was the same all throughout, instead at the LAST CHAPTER their love was finally getting a bit better, and it ended not even with a kiss or anything like tf? The ending was supposed to be the beginning of the romance, the author really ruined this.

I originally loved the story years ago, so I reread it and it is DISGUSTING. I read this when it first came out, loved it, was happy to hear it was getting an Anime as Junko is one of my favourite mangakas ever (do miss her BL's) and decided to reread it for fun. But wow, I ended up finding a ton of stuff that kept bothering me, but most of it was at the end when Kae was SUCH a selfish girlfriend that it was just disgusting. And then finally Mutsumi snapped, and igarashi acts like a rude asshole like "can I have her cause you haven't talked to her for a few days" bitch wtf??? She was selfish AF, mutsumi STILL was nice, even ignored nosebleeds, and all the guys agreed her behaviour was insane, and then he basically shames mutsumi when Kae is the one who never gives him answers, never thinks about his feelings and NEVER tried to communicate, but the ONE time mutsumi thinks about himself and his own wellbeing and expects Kae to be a good gf, igarashi shames him. Wow, fun. （￣へ￣） At this point I would've preferred Kae x Igarashi because imo mutsumi is way too nice for her which ends up with a toxic spoiled relationship. Loved the story at first but it went downhill for me, and I never realized how ridiculous the guys were and blatant about only liking her for her looks, but I didn't mind that a lot as its the plot ╮(￣▽￣)╭

I genuinely felt nausea us and sick like I was about to puke after reading the last few chapters, because knowing that the brother end all alone, the boyfriend purposefully made him drunk just so he wouldn't go home, ignored him NONSTOP even when he was fcking SICK and texting him, was rude AF to him and exposed the brothers love even though he hasn't seen the brother act upon it even once, then he got confirmation that the lil bro was never planning to confess and all this toxic CUNT can say is "I don't regret it" wow for ruining someone else's day? Good for you asshole, not shocking though since throughout this entire mabga its clear he had a mental disorder that causes him to lack empathy. Did I want him to end up with the lil bro? No, not really, but it'd 100% be better then an obessive, manipulative, lying, selfish, belittling, 0 empathy cunt who makes you drunk on purpose and lies the next day about what happened and when you talk back to him to not be rude he belittles you and uses your weaknesses and your relationship against you Wow. What I wanted - The uke to be in a HEALTHY relationship, which was clearly not possible with that man who should burn in hell called his boyfriend, so that would only leave the option of him LEAVING that toxic CUNT and creating a healthy bond between the brothers together without love in a romantic way but in a healthy way where they share their issues and both find nice partners. But no. Instead it was chapters full of manipulation and toxicity from the boyfriend and the uke staying with him for NO GOOD REASON cause he is BLIND and then the lil bro and him not talking for YEARS because the boyfriend just HADDDDD to take that beautiful bond that they had together away from the uke and use his toxicity to blame it on the uke and the lil bro and say he regrets nothing which basically means "haha I don't regret ruining your bond because you wanted me to care more about you so now I'm an obsessed swine who will ruin your life and be toxic nonstop and make you cry and be desperate and then force you to come live with me cause now you're so uncomfortable with your lil bro all cause of me which is all GREAT FOR ME HAHAHA." Loved the plot, still disgusted with the end, it just ended horribly with basically no happy ending for anyone because to me it was 100% clear that the uke was not happy but just accepts it constantly cause he's desperate inside