pinetr3e's manga / #Rape(5)

Can we really call it a story?

Since it's divided by volumes, I'm gonna put my opinions as i read them, SO... Vol.1 - This a very hardcore yaoi indeed, but what did you expect? It has a PRISON as a background. I knew they would start their relationship in a very rough way but i also knew that their feelings towards one another would end up growing so all is well. Tho i am still very shocked about the rape scene (gonna call it that even though Sen says "it wasn't that he raped me" on page144)... not gonna lie, that scene was pretty messed up with the drugging thing as well but look let's be honest the whole manga and this couple is fucked up too. I mean, they are criminals to begin with and the environment they live in is far from being healthy so how do you expect to grow anything good from it, there's not gonna be any flowers on this one y'know. Their love is probably based on the dependence they created on one another and of course on the thrill, the attraction, the desire to escape boredom. Let's see if they will really deepen their connection on the next volume, like being really intimate (and i'm not talking about the sex). I would really like to see that because i'm really excited about this story. Damn, this couple got me good! Vol.2 - MAN as i keep reading this, it makes me feel things... complicated things. Everyone there is fucked up. Let me just confirm that. AND I KEEP CURSING AND SCREAMING AND STRUGGLING AS I READ THE STORY. This volume was really good because we got to see more of their life as a couple, BUT i hate the fact that Sword cheats on Sen when they fight or stay away from each other for some time GODDAMNIT tho i do think it's more realistic this way and we know the other guys aint shit to Sword, MAN HE GOT A TATTOO WITH THE MEANING OF SEN'S NAME. THAT'S SO SWEET!! But Sword is a really possessive (and toxic unfortunately) lover, tho i am glad that in this volume the rapes had nothing to do with Sword (and i gotta say there were lots of rape in this volume and that made me super unconfortable). He's not the greatest lover, but he protected Sen from a lot of shit okay and this is prison life so deal with it. And I knew this goddamned warden was super shitty. He's simply disgusting, I hate it just looking at his face. Oh man, and when Sen came to his senses and wanted to stay with Sword again AAA I LIVE FOR THIS SHIT. VOL.3 - YOOOO WHAT THE FUCK VOLUME 3 WAS A FUCKING MASTERPIECE. JESUS CHRIST! OKAYOKAY LETS CALM DOWN BUT I FUCKING CANT... This volume was more instigating than the others (if that is even possible). I AM SO GLAD THAT WASN'T ANY RAPE IN THIS ONE AND THEIR RELATIONSHIP HAS MATURED A LOT. We can clearly see now and Sword even said so too that their relationship is just because of the prison anymore. It would survive the free world. ALSO Sword has had a MAJOR character development. THIS IS CHEF'S KISS. IT MEANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO ME THEM LIVING THEIR LIFE TOGETHER OUT IN THE WORLD. FUCKING AMAZING. As for the other aspects, i wanted norman to be with walter but i dont think that's possible (and i have to read norman's spin off). Mutou was arrested THAT FUCKING ANIMAL THANK GOD. ALSO I'M DYING TO SEE WHAT IT'S GONNA BE IN THE CROSSOVER. I SWEAR TO GOD I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE AS LONG AS SWORD AND SEN ARE ALIVE AND TOGETHER. PERIOD. Like dude i know it has a lot of flaws and you can call me names if you want but i just LOVE THIS STORY AND THIS COUPLE. I'M GONNA RATE IT 5 STARS. FUCKING WATCH ME.

Some person on the comment section said that it's bad to see the low ratings of this manga just because people don't understand it. BITCH YOU'RE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT.... I DON'T UNDERSTAND, EXPLAIN IT TO ME. I do get the whole "i'm gonna live my life and do what i want since i'm dying and if i feel something for someone i'm going to do something about it" BUT WHY IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT NAKANO GETTING RAPED? ABUSED? LIKE WHAT... and the way they have this twisted relationship and fuck only to remember Yuka? mann that's fucking weird, WHAT THE FUCK Also, it could be the translation but the dialogues of this manga make zero fucking sense idk

SHUT THE FUCK UP WHAT A ROLLERCOASTER OF A STORY ABSOLUTELY FUCKING AMAZING. Let's start by saying the thrilling sensation you get from discovering what is going on and seeing if Dohyum is gonna escape, incredible. There is so much depth in this story because of their feelings. There's a bunch of them and they are so complex. Love, obsession, pain, fear, anxiety, guilt... TO NAME A FEW. Their lives and relationships were really twisted already in high school. Dohyum didn't have a proper family nor a perspective for a future, that's why he screw around and didn't care for anything. Sungho was so caught up in studying and too mindful of what other people thought. They started this friendship but dived too deep in it. When they separated classes, everything bad surfaced. Dohyum realized their worlds were too different, he didnt want to get hurt and distanced himself. Sungho did everything he could so that Dohyum wouldnt leave and it made Dohyum realize he could keep pushing him. "It's okay, Sungho will never leave" and "I dont want Dohyum to leave". The kidnapping and the rape, man only twisted them more, became more dependent, more broken. I gotta say, they suffered so so much, of course it's an unrealistic ending but that's why its not real life but a great fiction. SO we just gotta hope that from now on they will try to heal one another.