pinetr3e's manga / #drama(18)

Frustrating... the ending is sort of meh. I wish there was more to it.

I liked more than i expected, yet i didn't. I have mixed up feelings about it. Ended up abruptly.

OMG I got very confused with this story and it took a moment for me to understand everything that happened. But I think overall I understand both of Akino and Eichi's feelings. Also, the brother is named Terumi (he crossdresses) and he is a couple with Jin (Haida-san). I'm guessing Akino knew his brother was going to try something (which was the dating scandal with the girl) BUT I think noboby (neither Akino, nor Terumi, nor Haida e nor the girl) knew about Eichi's past and so I don't think it was them who published it (somebody else must have done it). Eichi and Akino's involvement was kind of forced (both highschool and adult life) in the beginning but I do believe they need each other, because they love one another and since they want to create a image that won't be forgotten they have made their relationship public and polemic. Anyways, the art style really did confuse me but IT IS AN AMAZING ART STYLE AND THE SEX SCENES ARE REALLY EROTIC. I just love the style of the main characters and also the brother... it really hits different lol

Let's just say that I wasn't expecting this bucket of cold water (drama) when I started this buuuut I loved this story and the characters! The art felt a bit crude sometimes, but I think I like it. So, Fuji lost his best friend. I must say that for him to be pushing Kira away, I thought that Saiki (the bff) was his ex boyfriend or that Fuji had feelings for him never spoken of. But, now i guess that's not the case. Saiki was really just his bff and Fuji was not over his death (even blaming himself) so he probably wasn't ready to start a relationship (he couldn't accept himself nor the death of this special person, and I respect that) so that's why he was trying to push Kira away by hurting him. I GET ALL OF THAT BUT STILL he was a REAL asshole with Kira. The thing he said in the beginning about Kira being a slut, I was shocked for like 30 min, just staring at the page. IT WAS REALLY HEAVY. Good thing he apologized but he could have dealt with the whole situation differently (?) He could have said the truth... tho maybe he didn't want to talk about his friend's death, specially to a stranger... there are people who aren't really open about their feelings. Because of all this i felt the manga was really lifelike and really wholesome in only 6 chapters. BUUUT ENOUGH WITH THE DRAMA let's make a statement here that THE SEX IS AMAZING! SO HOT! OMG! ANNNNND I WANT IRIYA'S STORY!!! Also, FUJI BEING A POLICEMAN SAVED MY DAY. DAMN HE'S DADDY!

Since it's divided by volumes, I'm gonna put my opinions as i read them, SO... Vol.1 - This a very hardcore yaoi indeed, but what did you expect? It has a PRISON as a background. I knew they would start their relationship in a very rough way but i also knew that their feelings towards one another would end up growing so all is well. Tho i am still very shocked about the rape scene (gonna call it that even though Sen says "it wasn't that he raped me" on page144)... not gonna lie, that scene was pretty messed up with the drugging thing as well but look let's be honest the whole manga and this couple is fucked up too. I mean, they are criminals to begin with and the environment they live in is far from being healthy so how do you expect to grow anything good from it, there's not gonna be any flowers on this one y'know. Their love is probably based on the dependence they created on one another and of course on the thrill, the attraction, the desire to escape boredom. Let's see if they will really deepen their connection on the next volume, like being really intimate (and i'm not talking about the sex). I would really like to see that because i'm really excited about this story. Damn, this couple got me good! Vol.2 - MAN as i keep reading this, it makes me feel things... complicated things. Everyone there is fucked up. Let me just confirm that. AND I KEEP CURSING AND SCREAMING AND STRUGGLING AS I READ THE STORY. This volume was really good because we got to see more of their life as a couple, BUT i hate the fact that Sword cheats on Sen when they fight or stay away from each other for some time GODDAMNIT tho i do think it's more realistic this way and we know the other guys aint shit to Sword, MAN HE GOT A TATTOO WITH THE MEANING OF SEN'S NAME. THAT'S SO SWEET!! But Sword is a really possessive (and toxic unfortunately) lover, tho i am glad that in this volume the rapes had nothing to do with Sword (and i gotta say there were lots of rape in this volume and that made me super unconfortable). He's not the greatest lover, but he protected Sen from a lot of shit okay and this is prison life so deal with it. And I knew this goddamned warden was super shitty. He's simply disgusting, I hate it just looking at his face. Oh man, and when Sen came to his senses and wanted to stay with Sword again AAA I LIVE FOR THIS SHIT. VOL.3 - YOOOO WHAT THE FUCK VOLUME 3 WAS A FUCKING MASTERPIECE. JESUS CHRIST! OKAYOKAY LETS CALM DOWN BUT I FUCKING CANT... This volume was more instigating than the others (if that is even possible). I AM SO GLAD THAT WASN'T ANY RAPE IN THIS ONE AND THEIR RELATIONSHIP HAS MATURED A LOT. We can clearly see now and Sword even said so too that their relationship is just because of the prison anymore. It would survive the free world. ALSO Sword has had a MAJOR character development. THIS IS CHEF'S KISS. IT MEANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO ME THEM LIVING THEIR LIFE TOGETHER OUT IN THE WORLD. FUCKING AMAZING. As for the other aspects, i wanted norman to be with walter but i dont think that's possible (and i have to read norman's spin off). Mutou was arrested THAT FUCKING ANIMAL THANK GOD. ALSO I'M DYING TO SEE WHAT IT'S GONNA BE IN THE CROSSOVER. I SWEAR TO GOD I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE AS LONG AS SWORD AND SEN ARE ALIVE AND TOGETHER. PERIOD. Like dude i know it has a lot of flaws and you can call me names if you want but i just LOVE THIS STORY AND THIS COUPLE. I'M GONNA RATE IT 5 STARS. FUCKING WATCH ME.

WOW DUDE WTF DID I JUST READ?? LIKE, it wasn't so twisted as I thought it would be but there were lots of things that happened that i REALLY WOULD NEVER HAVE EXPECTED. For example, the double suicide William and Norman tried to commit. Okay, and then I was hoping that Norman was going to be with Erie AND he was falling in love with him, but that goddamned doctor was getting in the way and I think Norman was feeling things for him as well. I don't know, it got really confusing and by the end of vol.1 I didn't know whether Norman wanted to live or to die, to be with William, Erie or the doctor. I think even himself didn't know what to do. AND THEN, Erie was sent to level 4 and he encountered MUTOU. LIKE OH MY GAWD THIS FUCKER IS STILL ALIVE AND KICKING. Well... kicking for sure because he was being raped. OH WELL KARMA IS A BITCH. tho i will admit that when he started being involved with Erie i felt some pity for him (Mutou). And then he was sentenced to death and left that letter to Erie. If people in the comments hadn't explained that he actually died i would have thought that he didn't lol maybe i am dumb. I'M SCARED OF WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT LIKE people said that Erie escapes but where will he go? I'M SCARED THAT sword and sen will go back to jail AAAAAAAAAAAAA Well, "Ugh - Crossover" you're next!

OH MY GOD, THIS WAS SO DIFFERENT FROM WHAT I IMAGINED! TOTALLY IN A GOOD WAY! I started reading this because I saw very hot pics of Kazuma and then I was like okay this is gonna be one of the kinky superficial yaois that deal with BDSM tho it was already a bit intriguing since the uke was the one to bully the seme BUT IT WASN'T WHAT I THOUGHT AT ALL. It's very deep, Kazuma had such a hard life with neglecting parents, the divorce and i think the new man his mom brought home was violent (or his dad was, DOESN'T MATTER IT'S AWFUL EITHER WAY), and then his mom died and the guy disapperead. He sold his body, can you imagine how scared he was? The first guy was a total creep and disrespectful. AND I THOUGHT the seme was a blockhead talking about masculinity and stuff BUT he had a harsh upbringing too with his SUPER STRICT GRANDPA. AMAZING HOW THEY FIT EACH OTHER and build trust, changing the other's values. THEY ARE SO CUTEEE!!! I wish it had more chapters and then the story could have developed better and slower, but it's still awfully good. Also, the art is sooo pretty and LET'S NOT FORGET THAT I NEED TO SEE MORE OF MIZUSHIMA'S MASOCHIST SIDE. Their first sex was CHEF'S KISS! I'm kinda sad that they didn't fuck like that one more time hehe I would give it 4.5 stars.

I gotta say: this one REALLY is REALLY good. It's so realistic how they don't get together right away, like Konno takes time to accept, understand and feel the same way that Shuu did/does. But that is also the part that broke my heart a little. Because they distanced from each other for 3 years. The pace of the story is slow but it doesn't have that dragged feeling. It's the right timing. I wished we had seen what was going on inside Konno's head, because we only got Shuu's pov and Konno is quite hard to read tho it says he's simple minded. The couple aside, Shuu's past was something really different and really real. He just wanted to make friends but because of his privilege and talent people hated him and he just wanted to understand their feelings so he tried throwing everything away, but also to be free to do what he wanted, which was music. So good. Tho i must say that there was that scene where he vented his anger on Konno that i didn't like it. I think it was an assault but Shuu felt bad and apologized for it, right? Tho i can't say that this scene was unnecessary like it's totally psychological Shuu wanted to dominate and destroy/hurt Konno because of what he had and was, we can take some depth out of it. Anyways this story is really lifelike and sadly that made me dislike it a little lol i'm not gonna lie. Don't ask me why but tho i really liked it i can't call it a favorite. The characters just didn't captivated me wholly. But i still like them, wish them happiness and wanted to see Konno put it in lol just don't get why we didn't get it in an extra. I would give it 4.5 Oh and the art is A M A Z I N G. KONNO IS SO BEAUTIFUL. THOSE EYES, GODDAMMIT.

Hmmmmm, i don't know how i feel about this manga. I thought the synopsis was really interesting and the story is good but i don't think it was well developed. It felt a bit rushed and shallow to me. Maybe if it had more chapters it would be nicer. But i like it, i just thought the couple would appeal to me more. Man but Masaki is so hot!! oh my god he reminds me of Noiz and they both have family issues lol i just thought about it. Anyway didn't know this was a spin off I have to read Ore no oniku-chan with Chiaki WHICH IS HOT AS FUCK AS WELL. Ah, also i thought it would explore more of Tsubasa's kink but we unexpectedly saw much more of Masaki i think????? Oh and Masaki is too expressionless like i get it but he could have showed a half smile or something... i think i would give 3.5 stars

I never thought i would say this but i would like very much that this manga was shounen ai. Listen, the story is great really it's sad and deep, the couple is adorable, Souichirou is so respectful and Kaname is such a precious bean but i don't like their sex scenes because THEY LOOK LIKE KIDS. I couldn't even tell if i only look at their appearances if they were in high school or beginning of middle school. THIS definetely bothered me through the manga. But, even though i would like that they looked more mature, ESPECIALLY KANAME (YOU'RE CALLING ME A CLOWN WHEN YOU SAY HE'S 17) i do really like the art, it's really beautiful. Oh, and i wish that there was some kind of explanation or Souichirou talked about the painting he did of Kaname. Why was he in the forest with animals? Tho we could say that Kaname passes this ethereal vibe, very beautiful and calm as nature... but really, why tho? lol 3.5 stars maybe??