pinetr3e's manga / #love it!!!(2)

WHSHWHSHWHHWHSHWHSWHSHW *SCREEEEEEEEEECH* *INHUMAN NOISES* OHMYGOD THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL I WANT TO CRY. EVERYTHING IS PERFECT JESUS. I just really love it, you guys. The character growth on Hase, man beautiful I'm so glad he reflected on his mistake (and man they were just young and stupid you know they do silly things). I'm glad that Nadaguchi didn't plan a revenge on him either later on, it was the alcohol and the spur of the moment the reason why he confessed. Oh and I'm glad that the first time they met was before the bet. I like all the things about this book lol The only flaw in this is that it ends! IT'S TOO SHORT! I WANT TO SEE MORE OF MY BABIES. They both hadn't moved on and they met again, THAT'S FATE! And i think they both felt betrayed in high school (on different levels of course but Nadaguchi KNEW about the bet and still went with it and Hase was totally caught off guard because he had fallen in love) AND GOD KNOWS I HAD BEEN PRAYING FOR THEM MAKING UP and it wasn't rushed at all, the pace was just right. MAN I ALMOST FORGOT, I SO GOT BUTTERFLIES ON MY STOMACH WHEN I SAW THAT SCENE WHEN THEY WERE KISSING IN HIGH SCHOOL UGH I JUST THIS IS FAVORITE FOR SURE! I SO WANNA REREAD IT.

SHUT THE FUCK UP WHAT A ROLLERCOASTER OF A STORY ABSOLUTELY FUCKING AMAZING. Let's start by saying the thrilling sensation you get from discovering what is going on and seeing if Dohyum is gonna escape, incredible. There is so much depth in this story because of their feelings. There's a bunch of them and they are so complex. Love, obsession, pain, fear, anxiety, guilt... TO NAME A FEW. Their lives and relationships were really twisted already in high school. Dohyum didn't have a proper family nor a perspective for a future, that's why he screw around and didn't care for anything. Sungho was so caught up in studying and too mindful of what other people thought. They started this friendship but dived too deep in it. When they separated classes, everything bad surfaced. Dohyum realized their worlds were too different, he didnt want to get hurt and distanced himself. Sungho did everything he could so that Dohyum wouldnt leave and it made Dohyum realize he could keep pushing him. "It's okay, Sungho will never leave" and "I dont want Dohyum to leave". The kidnapping and the rape, man only twisted them more, became more dependent, more broken. I gotta say, they suffered so so much, of course it's an unrealistic ending but that's why its not real life but a great fiction. SO we just gotta hope that from now on they will try to heal one another.