melon's manga / #first love(8)

I forgot I read this. One of the first yaoi I read. It's really cute. Reread someday. I like this one. (Note: I additionally rate it by s too for how I personally enjoy/like it (I uses the s to rate overall quality/style/art/plot/story), so a = 1/2; example this rating would be 4.5 out of 5)

Cute. Reread someday

It was cute. I liked all the stories. But I wish there was more, like more plot too. But overall it was nice and good but not in my favorites Reread maybe

I was reading this before... I like this I think. I wanna read this again. Its happy and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah and heart squeezing&opening WaH! feeling, and its bittersweet. It's the one with the wise words "Whatever you choose there will be regret regardless. You just have to hope you will have a chance to undo that regret..." or something along those lines It hit me, touched my heart somehow. I liked it. I'd like to read this again 09.22.2020 Just like I remembered I really like this!!!!! Like I Really Like This I cried. I like the art, it's pretty good. It's pretty. Short scene but it was good. Also everything made up for it, mood and story, it fit well with everything. I liked it. It made me cry a bit. I was a bit heart wrenching. Both made me cry. It was painful, that kiss. I could feel it all. The bitterness, resent, hatred, pain, longing, that feeling like you've breathed too much air, the heart skips, the hopelessness, the slight hope, the... so many emotions this showed me... Reading this I could feel it all. I could relate. And yes, like Hozumi "I envy you...". I understand. I get it. During that part first thing I thought was "Ah. I'm not the only one..." *starts crying a bit* "Me too. I'm very envious too." "I want to say 'I love you' too..." I like alot that was said in this. I... Definitely, must definitely reread this! I really enjoyed and like this. AND YES. CHAPTER 6, YES! WHEN SUGINO TOOK THAT SHOT, DAMN. I FELL DOWN TOO. BOI I FELL IN LOVE TOO. FR LIKE I REMEMBEREDTHE FIRST TIME I READ THIS AND I FELT THAT "BANG". I REACTED THE SAME WAY AS HIBI. SOMETHING HAPPENED TO MY HEART. I ALSO FELL ONTO THE FLOOR. LIKE LITERALLY I THOUGHT "FUCK." "THAT WAS GOOD." "DID HE JUST... HE WAS RIGHT WHEN HE SAID 'I'll just make you fell for me all over again..." AND YEP HE GOT ME." "FUCK. I THINK I JUST FELL IN LOVE...SMH." "THAT... WAS SMOOTH." DID I MENTION "FUCK."

i'm invested. this is pretty good. art is beeutifooollllll!!!!! i keep thinking li xingshou is definately top. Chp 53!!!! They on a date!!!! They kiss!!!! (First time both are coherent) 02.15.2022 Prince of Vala is a good guy!!!!!!! PRINCE OF VALA IS A GOOD GUY!!! TTTTTT He secretly helped them and then warned him. He lost the love of his life! I WANT A SPIN OFF OF HIS STORY NOW!!!!!!! I WANNA SEE HIS STORY AND THEN IN THE FUTURE THEY GET REUNITED AND HAVE A HAPPY ENDING TOOO!!! PRINCE OF VALA DESERVES HAPPINESS TOO!! Now I know he's a definite good guy

I'M CRYIING SOOOOOOoOoo MUcHh!!!!!! Even from the first chapter I'm crying ... *continues reading* *sobs* *reads more* *sobs* *now just skimming in hope to find a bit of a happy ending possibility* *sobs even more* *skims faster and farther* *sobs intensely* *sound of heart shattering* *SOBS* *JUST SOBBING SO SO SO MUCH THAT I CANT CRY NO MORE* WwhHyyyyyy!!!!! WHY DOES HE HAVE TO SUFFER SO MUCH!! WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO HIM!!!!!! Why can't he just get a happy ending. Why did he have to go thru so much. Why. Just so much why. ... I- THIS IS SO GOOD BUT SOOOOOO SADDDD!!!!!! I- I... its really good but it's hurts so much. I remember why I couldn't bring myself to read this yet cuz it's so good but so sad 10.10.2023

Yep I like this author

Wow. Harada is so good. Brooooo. I'm crying I wished it wasn't a love triangle. I wished he had just supported them but I can soooo see this happening and then seeing it all just fall apart, regretting it all. I can't judge either side. I can't fully wholeheartedly ridicule the friend cuz it was love, f*cked up twisted love but love. And honestly we all be insane when in love. But actually I needed this I was looking for something to read and I think this satisfied me a bit, even as messed up as it was. Nooooo!! I just read the POV from blondey and now I'm crying even harder!!!! AAAAAAAAAAaaaAaAA!!!!!!! I want them to be happy!! But that day must've really hurt him. And cutie uke must've felt guilty still having lingering feelings for blondey while with stupid prick 3rd guy!! But after all those yrs with 3rd guy, he must've became important to cutie uke after so long, even if he didn't love him. So of course when blondey showed up it wasn't gonna end well, and r u stupid why u ask that stupid question u weak a$$ punk after all this time meeting cutie uke for the first time in forever!!! Why u gotta hurt him!!!!! WHY!? WHY COULDN'T YA JUST NOT BE SO RUDE AND HURTFUL! BUT IF THAT STUPID 3RD GUY HADNT DONE WHAT HE DID THEN IT WOULDNT HAVE BEEN THIS PAINFULLL!!!! I TAKE BACK WHAT I SAID ABOUT NOT JUDGING HIM CUZ THAT WHOLE "all is fair in love in war" STUPID PHILOSOPHY SH!T I WAS NAIVELY THINKING ABOUT!! SH!T WITH IT ALL!!! IM F*CKING PISSED AND CRYING FOR CUTIEPIE UKE AND BLONDEY NOW CUZ THEY COULD'VE HAD A LOVELY BEAUTIFUL LOVE BUT THIS 3RD GUY TINY PIECE OF SH!T OF A BAST@RD FRIEND JUST HAD TO F#CK EVERYTHING UP WITH THAT STUPID SNEEKY COWARDLY SH!T HE PULLED!!! YOU DONT MESS WITH PEOPLE WHO ALREADY HAVE MUTUAL FEELINGS!! DONT TOUCH THAT!! I SYMPATHIZED WITH YOU FOR A SECOND UNTIL I READ BLONDEY POINT OF VIEW AND I JUST CANT ANYMORE! DONT MESS WITH PEOPLE WITH MUTUAL FEELINGS, ESPECIALLY YOUR OWN F#CKING D@MN FRIENDS, AT LEAST YOU SHOULDVE BEEN A MAN ABOUT IT, FACE IT DIRECTLY, CONFESSED... why did you pull that cowardly sh!t. You didn't even have the guts to confessed without those sneaky manipulating moves you made. And even after you had him...smh you still a manipulating SOB... of course youll feel empty, of course you'll lose it all. You had to have done it right... if only you had done it right.. you did have a chance but you-! you stupid cowardly piece of sh!t. Why. I know heart break is terribly hard and I saw you crying too but I just can't. I dont think there's a definite right way in love but this obviously wasn't the right way. I wanted not to be mad but I can't now. I wished for all their happiness. And I mourned their friendship and first loves. I'll like to imagine blondey and cutie uke ends up together and 3rd SOB guy confesses what he did and let cutie uke go. This was good. Reread if ur ready to cry and heart break