Marikio's manga / #tragedy(12)

This hit me hard. I didn’t expect such to end that way. I was shock.

i finally decided to read this. Why? i came across a tragic yaoi and wanted more. but this gave me the heartfelt illness. with the way the plot set out. i understood why he didn't want him to know. but as the pieces were starting to come from every character i wish it was different. though no one would still be happy in the end. i couldn't root for the doctor. from the beginning they're love wasn't for someone to interfere entirely. but i felt for the MC. it wasn't enough to bare alone... he ended someone to cling to. he needed it. but it was him damage himself that i was feeling pity for him. i want to see and have felt the MC die. but i ended up feeling pity towards him and the rest. hurtfully hating but loving the doctor. they were things that i the guy deserve. but no one deserved to not see someone after death. it to painful. they all thought of themselves in the end. cause as i expect its the human mentality of the way how to survive. in the end the side love was never forgotten so when it closed of in the 70 or below. concluded it to being so human emotions and karma

i didn't want it to end but it was perfect! i love the way this played out. i couldn't help myself from stop reading this. i have so much to say that i can't type out, to be driven in a corner to realize the truth. to love hate and be twisted. so much is in here that it made my heart stop.

the story had a very hard to not read feel. i couldn't look away. with the way the MC were the plot mystery and the shocking events in every chapter. though i dont stand for the twisted part it was hard not to want to know more. i love the way in the parts where they shown each other they truly fell in love and he died. it reminded me of the part where he spoke of his sins will make his death. but what made this so twisted how this all connected in one big circle. i couldn't even be sad when he died. it was to be expected. he was meant to live a live to be away from toxic love and he was meant to bear his sin with falling in love and dying in peace cause you couldn't hate him but like him either.

Well all spoiler...... after the plot trail it goes back to where he came from And still have his power. Wow. I like it. Its as if the trail was just so he could entertain the god. But then the god had issues with a character. Which was never explained. But hell it worked.