♡'s manga / #music(3)

Lots of drama because it's about growth and self discovery. A peek into a world I never thought about before, so it was interesting

I've re-read this sooo many times, and re-watched the anime multiple times as well, yet it always hits me right in the feels. It took me many re-reads to understand how deep this is, deeper than I thought, although it was already pretty heavy the first time. How their relationship started so early and ended so early, before they even had the opportunity to grow through their hardships. How yuki's possessiveness that is typically seen and loved in BLs led to overbearing dependency on Mafuyu's part, especially at such a young age. It gives such insight into romantic relationships that I have never seen in other mangas, truly it stays on my mind a lot. I love when they were at the beach, the last quote, where he talks about forgetting details, and it feels so bittersweet that Yuki has never listened to Mafuyu sing like that

It has been going in circles and when I thought the mc finally understood his feelings it went back one step, even after they held hands, even when he got jealous, even after they kissed, even after he admitted he liked him, so it's a little confusing and a bit random at times. But cute overall. I think this last kiss as of ch60 settled it once for all? Is it finally time to see them being a lovey dovey couple?