moody_bish's manga / #rape(24)

1. The pacing for the plot is nice, each of the panels matter to the story. 2.I'm sad that Siwon was treated as anotber body and tool for the plot to keep rolling.He was raped goddammit. 3. I feel sad that I didnt get to see more of Taemin's actual body 4. I'm conflicted with Minjoo (?) because on one hand he was true to his words but on the other he made Taemin go around circles. Still, if he didn't, Taemin would have kept running away so I'm glad that the author really made a strong foundation for Taemin's character. Actually, most of the characters have solid personalities and each of their actions and words match "who" they are. It's only Siwon that I feel bad about because he was really made into a tool. I couldn't even get a good grasp of who he is except that he cares about his relationship with his twin. Besides, for a smart person and "likeable" person like Siwon and with the CDs going around, wouldn't he have earned more pity than have people bully him (ok fine, being bullied is not improbable) and if they were so rich, the parents wouldve known about the CD and know that he was raped. Siwon was written as a loser and was treated as such that it somehow contradicted the likeable and "stole everything from me" twin.

Fun to write. Scarring to read. Traumatic trigger. I know I shouldn’t have completed it nor did I dare to read it. But I thought I was already fine and this could end in a way that Haruki could break free and live a life away from Hikaru. But why? Why does it have to end like this? I can’t even fully reject nor deny this possibility because I know how much of it could truly happen... how binding it is and how apathetic response lead to more drastic choices like Haruki tempting Hikaru. As much as I’m glad that Hanabasu doesn’t have to deal with a dreadful burden, his actions have pushed Haruki to fall deeper. This is messed up and I’d rather have not fucking read it. But I already did so I’ll just bury it in my memories.

Grr! The level of sensuality is just bursting through the roof! Nezomi x Tatsuya just gives you that ideal attachment and relationship. Also the way Tatsuya just make love with Nozomi and blatantly show off to Rogi —! And how Nozomi lived his life in trauma but with the purpose of being both the ideal man and woman in Tatsuya’s eyes. Unforgettable, this one! UNBEATABLE!

mmm. Wow. I finally read it through. 2 years ago, I wouldnt have been able to. But I guess the mind learns to cope and now Ive finished it. although the ending feels weird, like it keeps replaying in my head. a deja vu even if I havent read it before. also, i love it ️ twisted and gives it to you as it is. it is not romantic. it doesnt idealize loving your abuser because both of them are already twisted since the beginning.

The outdated trope of rape slave turned lovers. Incest love by a twin brother. Being played by the first gay you meet. Drugging and violence without being sued. And licking each other's wounds. Yep

Forget incest. The uke will be bullied, abused, and raped just because a jealous brat isn't honest with his feelings.

It has a weak storyline and doesnt address much of the issue. It's only "I quit and ran away" and "I can't tell him my feelings, I raped him, and tell him to hate me".

A rich kid targets a teacher and claims to be just like the rest who clamors for his family name. But once he realized that sensei is an apple among oranges, he makes it a mission to have sensei fall in love with him

Had the time of my life! I enjoy the consistency of the plot and how it circles back to where it started. The last translator is right, fiction that entails toxic relationship must be kept as is. There is nothing good from wishing to have the same. These two are broken and can only heal together. They are aware of their crimes against each other and the holes they must work on to fill. I enjoy the quiet panels because the artists are expressive with their characters. The ending was predictable but refreshing and satisfying. I enjoyed everything about this and how nonromanticized it is.