This type of genre is really my cup of tea!! The story is no doubt very well-written but I was disappointed towards the last few chapters cuz it felt so rushed for me that I'm confused! Like how many months or years did Hwon went into coma? Since when did the mc started dating the brother? What happened to the brother after that reunion of the mc and Hwon? Did he finally gave up? Like I still think there's some plots that were undeveloped and I wish it was more laid out. Nonetheless, I still enjoyed reading it especially the first few chapters cuz their relationship are so messed up and very toxic and I love that lol! I enjoyed reading it until the story about their past came and I got upset on how big of a coward and idiot the uke is even until now!! I might understand it since he's still a kid and it must be traumatizing for him but even after years that happened, he still never change and that's what making me mad!! I was hoping for more growth or character development from him but they just fcking gave me 2 chapters for his "growth" like wtf!?? Did he just let it slide so easily?? Well, I guess it won't matter since Hwon is fcking obsessed with him that no matter how many stupid things he will do, Hwon would always forgive and love him and that's messed up!! They're such a messed up couple!! Overall, I still enjoyed reading it but I was really disappointed towards the last few chapters and the ending cuz the story started really good and interesting but it felt rushed towards the end and I don't feel anything at all but confusion!! The art is good but it's confusing at first since they all almost look alike. The smut is really hot and the characters are interesting but I still dislike the uke cuz I don't like coward people like him and I wish he suffered more because I still think he suffered less compared to what Hwon suffered before like I still think Hwon deserves someone better. The brother is hot too but sadly, they didn't give us their smut scene!!!
PS. I think we're on the same page with the author. I personally prefer the original ending where Hwon is the beggar and the uke is aware of it but he can't help it since he's already in love with Hwon!! And I think that would be so messed up type of ending and I would absolutely loved it!! I love this type of ending lol with unexpected plot twists and dark themes.
Escape into Oblivion