AAAAA's manga / #psychological(6)

Sometimes psychological stuff got me thinking. I love these type of stories but sometimes they make me feel dumb. The art is gorgeous omg especially when it comes to portraying yanagi(?)'s mental state omg i love it and the storyline ?? So fucking intriguing tbh it is very realistic and it makes me sad how there are people who literally experiences these things.

So twisted and realistic. I am disturbed in many ways and I do not dislike them. This is really messed up in so many ways and it really does not glorify or romanticize it.

No words. Poetically written and drawn. I love every second of it. This really hits the deep crevices of my heart.

As soon as I started this, I knew it would become one of my faves. The plot is so good, and the art too. Soohyun's complexity as a obsessive and manipulative stalker/character was done so well, and Eunsung too. It's the way that as the story progresses, we get to see this obsessive side of hyun become into so much more. I dont think he would realize how his obsession towards eunsung, his desire of eunsung to be at his mercy, is also a notion that he himself had fallen for him YEARS ago. He always blinds himself into thinking that everything that he's doing for eunsung is so that "he would be left with just him in the end" or some other fucked up shit. That everything is for HIS own benefit, bc then eunsung would owe him everything and hyun would somehow get to be in the high horse instead. But he could never accept the fact that all this time, he's the one who is sacrificing everything for eunsung and eunsung sees this too. He just can't bring himself to talk it up to him bc he would get mad and his pride would get hurt. I believe that soohyun is too scared to admit this fact, even if the realization had come to him earlier. He will not admit that what he feels for eunsung is love nor affection, but possession. I love this dynamic? I love how their motives balances out in a way that hyun is possessive yet willing to sacrifice every bit of his life to be eunsung's side, and sung is willing to be possessed AND to be used by soohyun bc he hates him for doing everything for him. Eunsung knows that soohyun loves him, albeit in his most fucked up ways, and he's willing to love him back in his own ways too albeit a lot less fucked up. But who cares, soohyun loves his attention anyways. Despite all these rants of their dynamics, the story with park got a bit too prolonged that I dropped this a few months ago only to come back bc it ended. I think along the way, everything got lost like idek what is happening anymore? And the way that problem got solved so quickly and the story ending was a bit too rushed. I was hoping for at least a melodramatic moment between hyun and sung about what happens now in their relationship. Yet, we see them going with life at it is. I hoped there was at least a conversation that eunsung initiated that makes soohyun want to face this fear of his love for him. Ya'll can say im delusional for saying that soohyun's obsessive stalker behavior is his way of showing love for him without him knowing, but u damn believe that not anybody would risk losing their job, get themselves kidnapped and shoved a dildo up their ass and still not give a damn thing about their life as long as it benefits the apple of their eye, just for a random person?? Stfu i can never, especially with my JOB? Soohyun barely blinked for himself when he was kidnapped and nearly raped i stGGgGG and eunsung KNOWS this, he knows soohyun would never hesitate to do everything for him and he vocally dislikes it. AnyWAY, i hoped the ending was not too rushed bc after all those chaps and u give us lukewarm wakas? Pls no.