kei_k's manga / #Crime(8)

Ch 19. Wow, it's very interesting in a way that it''s pretty realistic. I like how certain emotions are incorporated to the characters... Honestly, the 'twist' was quite predictable, what with that Gotouda lying about lying. Err, I just had the feeling that Murase was really Gotouda since I saw him (even when he changed that face). I mean, even with the story he came up with, I didn't believe his BS 'coz it's just too coincidental and his previous actions contradicted it. Also, can we talk about how they didn't bring up him being called as "Gotouda-san" in the plastic surgery clinic? Err,, Anyway, this manga just made me broaden my perspective on this subject. I can see how unfair the law really is. I can quite understand how some people no longer believe in it and want to take justice with their own hands. But anyway, it's really interesting. I want to see how the story would develop from here on. Anyway, about Nobara taking Kotori's place, from the beginning, I thought it was a bad idea. If we think about it in the long run, it would've been better for her to admit their lie sooner than living like that and constantly being scared of being exposed.. Especially since she went to court as Kotori when she was Nobara. She'd also be questioned with the DNA test she cheated on. I mean, sure, if she admitted it in the beginning, it's possible that she'd be blamed again, but c'mon, she just heard how her mother didn't deny her anymore. And it was foolish of her to think that she'd rather be the one to die. Anyway, that wouldn't change the fact that one of them died, so why make the pain heavier? She just added more lies. She should've just been honest. So yeah. I'm also interested on how things will go for Yuuwa, too, of course, especially because he lied for Nobara now. Ahhh Nobara, she should've planned it better you know? But I guess in her state of mind, it wasn't possible to think logically anymore. Hrrrr. Anyway, personally, of course I resent that guy. Sure, he couldn't bring back Kotori and all that, and I would've considered forgiving him a little if he really did change but he didn't change at all. Lying and pretending.. I guess it's true that she didn't expect Hime to be Nobara's friend (or he forgot, bec you know, he practically stalked Nobara before so it's possible to have seen her) but it's hard for me not to think that he intentionally let Hime fall to have miscarriage since he didn't really plan to settle with her.

My heart hurt so much.. Ugh. I hate Jaein so much! I hate how he turned out... I liked him in the beginning when he cared so much for her, enough to embrace her past.. But when she started helping him, he betrayed her. F! I was really hurt when he decided to have her sell herself again so they can save money and start a new life... But what did he do? He used the money she worked so hard for another woman! She didn't even care how she was being treated badly by the customers. He couldn't accept how dirty she's become when it's actually his fault that she had to do those things against her will. Grrr. About Insu (Cop), I hurt for his wife, too... That moment really hurt... When he vowed that his love won't change even when she no longer had her breasts... Then when they had sex and he saw the scars, he went limp and couldn't get it up anymore... What hurts more was that he 'tested' it with another woman and when he saw that he still could get it up (except in front of her wife), he continued his sexcapades until his wife finally found out... Really... It was so painful when she ahd to send him the photos of him with another girl and when he rushed out to her making excuses like she misunderstood and he didn't love them, it was already too late. If I were his wife, even if he didn't love those girls, the mere fact that he can be satisfied doing it with them when he can no longer do it with me, it would hurt the same. Because I'd feel like he's just forcing himself to be with me.. He says he loves me no matter what and nothing will change, but he betrayed me first. If that were me, I'd rather be alone than stay with him. Ahhh really. This makes me fear reality more. No matter how in love two persons are, there would always be an incident that will test their love. Sometimes, this make them stronger, but a lot of times, it breaks them apart. I really lose faith in men whenever I remember the incidents in this webtoon. It makes me see how a lot of guys really are blinded by lust. I just don't think I could take it. Err. So anyway, this is tragic, but kinda openended. We see SuAe holding onto the two guys whom he loved, but we don't know if she'll live or what. It's unrealistic how she committed all those murders without getting caught but the story itself has realism and it hits the right spots.