kei_k's manga / #twisted(14)

c18 13: - I realized that perhaps, in a twisted way, Karino actually cares for/is interested in Azusa because of what Atsumu said in a chapter (saying the caste can be a way to protect).. It's like, because of the dangerous group think that's happening, it's possible that even if Azusa remains a King, he'd be overwhelmed by the majority of those who are against him. In a way, it's better to for Karino to be the devil's advocate to protect Azusa from a MORE DANGEROUS future with their pervy and twisted classmates. The story is really f*cked up so I hope the author somehow execute it well in the next chapters. In a twisted way, I like Azusa and Karino to truly fall in love BUT only after they come to terms to their own selves and get ready for the consequences by atoning for their sins. When I first read this, I remember being utterly heartbroken and frustrated and mad to no end, but rereading it now (11/26/16), I can understand the situation better and see it in different perspectives. In other words, I'm not just being prejudiced with what I was taught to be morally accepted or righteous. I guess after reading lots of manga, I came to realize how ugly human nature can truly be despite growing up thinking otherwise. I, in no way, condone or support rape, violence or abuse, but I at least see it in a clearer perspective. It's really not just black and white. I wouldn't justify these things, but in this f*cked up world, people can only see the best after experiencing the worst.

Sidestory to Yatamomo. Suda's POV.

My heart hurt so much.. Ugh. I hate Jaein so much! I hate how he turned out... I liked him in the beginning when he cared so much for her, enough to embrace her past.. But when she started helping him, he betrayed her. F! I was really hurt when he decided to have her sell herself again so they can save money and start a new life... But what did he do? He used the money she worked so hard for another woman! She didn't even care how she was being treated badly by the customers. He couldn't accept how dirty she's become when it's actually his fault that she had to do those things against her will. Grrr. About Insu (Cop), I hurt for his wife, too... That moment really hurt... When he vowed that his love won't change even when she no longer had her breasts... Then when they had sex and he saw the scars, he went limp and couldn't get it up anymore... What hurts more was that he 'tested' it with another woman and when he saw that he still could get it up (except in front of her wife), he continued his sexcapades until his wife finally found out... Really... It was so painful when she ahd to send him the photos of him with another girl and when he rushed out to her making excuses like she misunderstood and he didn't love them, it was already too late. If I were his wife, even if he didn't love those girls, the mere fact that he can be satisfied doing it with them when he can no longer do it with me, it would hurt the same. Because I'd feel like he's just forcing himself to be with me.. He says he loves me no matter what and nothing will change, but he betrayed me first. If that were me, I'd rather be alone than stay with him. Ahhh really. This makes me fear reality more. No matter how in love two persons are, there would always be an incident that will test their love. Sometimes, this make them stronger, but a lot of times, it breaks them apart. I really lose faith in men whenever I remember the incidents in this webtoon. It makes me see how a lot of guys really are blinded by lust. I just don't think I could take it. Err. So anyway, this is tragic, but kinda openended. We see SuAe holding onto the two guys whom he loved, but we don't know if she'll live or what. It's unrealistic how she committed all those murders without getting caught but the story itself has realism and it hits the right spots.

It explores a polyamorous relationship quite well, I believe. I can quite understand how it is, but I wouldn't want to be in one. Despite personally not liking the theme, I think the human thoughts and emotions are brought up well and are good for discussion. The sex scenes are hot, and I like me some threesome, but not when romantic LOVE is involved. A lot of people think this is their favorite because it delves into a 3P relationship better than most manga, but to each their own. I learned a lot from this manga though, making me see the complications of this kind of relationship, reminding me not to be involved in one so I'll give it a 3.75 rating.

"I'll divorce Tamaki when she comes back." "She won't come back. I already killed her and burried her there." "Uh, k, thnx." LOL It's twisted and I don't feel loved but creepy in an interesting way.

erm... Yui grew up hot. That's all. lol. jk. Anyway, it was a pretty good story. I wish the psychological aspect was further explored...