blue's manga / #betrayal(3)

this story is beautiful but fucked up. the first thirty chapters where heart-wrenching, i will admit i cried. the dark art, the shitty mothers, the way two men came together that have experienced utter betrayal by the ones they trusted. all these things mad they story even more hard to understand. the more i read this the more i love hosoo's best friends, the pregnant lady has captured all my support. i wish they hadn't cut ties with their younger siblings, it's mostly misunderstandings, all they wanted to do was help they just approached the solution wrong. also, the manger is sexier with his hair down and i stand by that he also looks ages younger.

wow, I truly lack words to express how I feel. the first chapter made me feel sick to my stomach and I want to know if he ran before they assaulted him. I want to know if hearings best friend's voice means that he'd wake up from a coma. everyone is crushing on our mc and I think that’s cute. to love someone so deeply you take one of the most important people from them... crazy how the human mind works. crazy how people think removing someone from someone else’s life means the memories disappear as well. the mc has not gone a single day without facing some trouble, he will most likely have to say goodbye to his best friend, something tells me the ending to this won’t be a happy one but instead an accepting one. I wrote that in july 2020^^ it’s now april 2021 and I finally finished. I picked the story up at chapter 62 and I was correct. it wasn’t sad but acceptable, everything worked out in its way. his friend isn’t dead but isn’t living. harold has been seen for who he is. our mc is growing and changing into someone strong and beautiful. the power of lust and jealousy... the ability it has to lead to betray is something that ever stops surprising me. I thought the story was passionate and had beauty. it was a tragedy in its own way.

words certainly can't describe how i feel. at first, i couldn't take this manga seriously because the art style for the first thirty or so chapters, their lips made me giggle and i couldn't stay focused on the characters. but the author did incredible as the art changed and the details become more beautiful i found myself focusing more and more on the story. this manga... i honestly don't know what to type i didn't think it would be so beautiful yet so tragic, the way each character connects broke my heart. i loved how the use of music brought them together. i personally listen to jazz music so i appreciated the use of different songs and the specific lyrics used. music is my escape from this world i hate so much and the reality that constantly haunts me. the way the two grew so close and created a beautiful relationship made me smile as i scrolled through each panel, the history revolving around taeyi's brother and seheon's father i think is what made this piece so beautiful. each couple was remarkable and the details changing as they grew made me proud. i cant say after reading this i'm happy but can't say i'm sad either, i'm just numb. but not in a bad way, it's just hard for me to understand how i feel because during it i fell in love with taeyi and seheon's story and i don't want to let go. i feel in love with their pain, with their happiness, the use of jazz, it wasn't just a genre but a part of who they are. this manga was truly original and i do hope that if their story continued it would stay truly beautiful.