blue's manga / #bully(33)

i enjoyed this manga but the author did a lot of different things at the same time and at some points i had to reread to understand. i read "love is an allusion" before "if you hate me so" which i found funny when seeing their relationship develop differently. i decided to read this manga again and i just finished chapter 10 and i feel sick to my stomach. i remember that latter on it gets better and he learns from his wrong doings but still, this just doesn't sit right with me. it still feels rushed and it's hard to keep track of everything going on, all of the boys seem to have some sort of issue and don't know how to properly express themselves.

just to make clear killing stalking is not a yaoi/bl it is a psychological thriller. this messed up my mind. why did that wife's husband that was another victim have such similar wounds we saw as sangwoo when he was rescued? does bum die by being hit by a car? he's so messed up mentally im not sure he could ever recover or live a life without abuse. sangwoo and bum did make a promise to both die, perhaps a tragic ending like this is the best option. its been weeks i'm still traumatized.

i don’t know what i was expecting but this wasn’t it. i’ve put this off because when i tried reading it a while ago i couldn’t get into it plus it wasn’t completed. well, today i woke up at 4 am on an accident and finished this within 3-4 hours and am now exhausted from my class but it was definitely worth it. i thought this story was about someone being bullied and the bully falls for their prey but man was i wrong. this story was twisted from the beginning to end. the art and colors were beautifully done and the characters each had very different personalities. i didn’t expect ha-woon to have a twisted past and a completely disgusting messed up brother. i understand the father didn’t know but i feel like even in the end he left him off easy, he should’ve gone to prison for a variety of things but more than anything the sexual assault of a minor. that’s the one thing that upsets me, i understand it’s about reputation but his blood had a majority of his innocence stolen from him. wan grew a lot and in my opinion, he saved ha-woon, he knew that person was worth being treated poorly as long as that meant he could see ha-woon smile. wan wanted to be liked and then ended up finding someone who will stand by his side as long as possible. i’m happy it ended well and that it wasn’t yaoi, i like their innocence being intact. this was a beautiful bl and the author created a fun, exciting, and thrilling story. i will recommend this to anyone feeling hesitant. also shout out to the middle school best friend hehe he says he’s straight but i have my doubts :)

not really my taste but good story.

nope, i’m not satisfied i need to see them in college and when they are older. but i will learn to be at peace with this. it’s funny how someone you thought would only be temporary in your life becomes someone you can’t live without. the seme did it for entertainment, not to bully not to judge he never felt disgusted. i think he did it for mere curiosity. in the end, he can’t live without the uke, he doesn’t know how to act or breathe without him. that why i would love to see how their relationship would work when the uke goes to college. being gay should feel like a crime, it should feel like telling the people you came about equals losing them. being gay or any sexuality shouldn’t matter. the love you have for another person should be all that people care about however that is nothing but a fantasy. people will fight so they can openly love whoever they want and one day it won’t mean being disowned, killed, or unloved. the seme fell in love with an unexpected person and now their story will continue to grow and i hope over time the uke will learn its okay fo be selfish.

hehe, this was cute. they are 4 years apart so i’m not sure why it later said 7. oh but i really liked the stories plot and characters. each time the seme stuck out his tongue it was high key cute. i love how even in the end he was still treating him like a doggie. but damn in a park, they sure are getting bold.

i’m not even kidding i will lose my shit if the seme is using him. dating him and sleeping with him all for personal gain. it’s bad enough he still thinks you may hurt him but i feel anxious and on edge. i will never understand bullying someone simply because they don’t look like you or because they act differently than you. i will never understand what’s to gain from tearing someone down. great now i’m more made why does he keep his eyes covered?! man i don’t find this seme trustworthy whatsoever. okay, i finished. i’m happy the seme redeemed himself and made sure the uke was comfortable. i can’t believe the author had them saying such weird and provocative words, some sentences i had to double-check i read them right. anyways the story was really good. i feel like the two are a bit too infatuated with each other. i understand they care deep love for one and other but it’s almost too much in a way. like controlling or something. well, anyway this was great.

i loved this all the way through. how did the uke go from being overly protected by his older brother to being overly protected by his boyfriend. i loved the story and the chapter development was much needed. i loved the uke’s family dynamic and how this was just fluffy and cute. but damn the seme is a whole ass pervert. 1000/10 highly recommend for a great sexy and fluffy story.

finished season one and i didn’t expect this manga to be this good. i’m very invested and wow that age gap took me by surprise. the uke is absolutely adorable. the rape scene didn’t sit well with me but it did get better. i finished season two and wow. so much happened and i was not ready for my baby to get hurt. i’m happy the seme is infatuated with the uke and cares deeply for him. author created a funny, exciting, and lovable story. this is definitely a new top manga for me.