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blue's manga / #heartbreaking(7)

Jazz for two

Complete | Clarju | 2000 released

words certainly can't describe how i feel. at first, i couldn't take this manga seriously because the art style for the first thirty or so chapters, their lips made me giggle and i couldn't stay focused on the characters. but the author did incredible as the art changed and the details become more beautiful i found myself focusing more and more on the story. this manga... i honestly don't know what to type i didn't think it would be so beautiful yet so tragic, the way each character connects broke my heart. i loved how the use of music brought them together. i personally listen to jazz music so i appreciated the use of different songs and the specific lyrics used. music is my escape from this world i hate so much and the reality that constantly haunts me. the way the two grew so close and created a beautiful relationship made me smile as i scrolled through each panel, the history revolving around taeyi's brother and seheon's father i think is what made this piece so beautiful. each couple was remarkable and the details changing as they grew made me proud. i cant say after reading this i'm happy but can't say i'm sad either, i'm just numb. but not in a bad way, it's just hard for me to understand how i feel because during it i fell in love with taeyi and seheon's story and i don't want to let go. i feel in love with their pain, with their happiness, the use of jazz, it wasn't just a genre but a part of who they are. this manga was truly original and i do hope that if their story continued it would stay truly beautiful.

The Sound of Sugar Cubes

Complete | Kim Tac | 2018 released

wow, I truly lack words to express how I feel. the first chapter made me feel sick to my stomach and I want to know if he ran before they assaulted him. I want to know if hearings best friend's voice means that he'd wake up from a coma. everyone is crushing on our mc and I think that’s cute. to love someone so deeply you take one of the most important people from them... crazy how the human mind works. crazy how people think removing someone from someone else’s life means the memories disappear as well. the mc has not gone a single day without facing some trouble, he will most likely have to say goodbye to his best friend, something tells me the ending to this won’t be a happy one but instead an accepting one. I wrote that in july 2020^^ it’s now april 2021 and I finally finished. I picked the story up at chapter 62 and I was correct. it wasn’t sad but acceptable, everything worked out in its way. his friend isn’t dead but isn’t living. harold has been seen for who he is. our mc is growing and changing into someone strong and beautiful. the power of lust and jealousy... the ability it has to lead to betray is something that ever stops surprising me. I thought the story was passionate and had beauty. it was a tragedy in its own way.

Tale of the Yellow Dragon

Complete | Brothers Without A Tomorrow | 2000 released

wtf. this had no right being so beautiful but so fucking sad. im bawling my eyes out. he spent his whole life waiting and was finally reunited with his yellow dragon again. bro i’m bawling and i don’t even cry easily. the art was phenomenal and the story was incredible. no one told me this would be so sad. the author did an incredible job and i will definitely remember this story, when it comes to pain level it’s right next to banana fish. if i could i would give this 100/5 stars. truly heart wrecking. this showed loyalty and true love, how a person who truly loves you will forever cherish you forever wish that your never too far away. i believed the yellow dragon was going to show up much sooner but i see that the main character needed to live his life. he never took his ring off he never fell in love again he just lived for the both of them and that’s what i find true romance to be. question did they go to heaven together and that’s the true ending or will he continue reincarnating as the emperor to be with yellow dragon?

Life Senjou no Bokura

Complete | TOKOKURA Miya | 2016 released

this was a truly beautiful story. i couldn’t stop crying in chapter 5 when they were running towards each other. i’m happy that the seme was able to find what he truly desired and their relationship didn’t continue by force but i just wish that society's expectations for the perfect family didn't get in the way. they loved each other their whole lives. how can you tell two people they can’t love each other because they don’t fit your small-minded expectations. to force yourself to marry someone, have sex with them, let go of the one you loved all because you didn’t feel your choices where right makes me beyond sad. they could’ve been together all of those years and that’s what breaks my heart. in the end, i’m happy that when they were reunited all the time they spent together was not a waste. loving someone should not have rules or consequences, it should always be celebrated no matter the sexual orientation of the two involved.

10 years where I loved you the most

Complete | Choda | 2000 released
2020-07-04 08:44 marked

one of the worst semes

2ban-me no Alpha

Complete | Shibue yofune | 2019 released

wow. this story was truly beautiful. to read an omegaverse that about love and isn’t violent, made me really happy. i was sad but also happy and the very last panel made my heart smile. i loved how his previous husband told him to be happy and if he came across his destined one that it was okay. the author created a beautiful story with incredible art. i can’t wait to read this again.

Hate no Kouya de Vacances wo

Complete | AKAGAWA Sagan | 2020 released
2024-04-12 16:43 marked

the last story has me absolutely sobbing my eyes out rn. i’m heartbroken. i’m devastated. a cube is all he has.