blue's manga / #mafia(4)

honestly this was a train wreck but I loved it and its own way. Reason #1 I loved it is Chris – he was my favorite character he was loving, supportive, and created a safe environment. reason #2 - I truly enjoyed how the author wrote about the rape and how it was handled. as somebody with that kind of experience it truly upsets me when rape is romanticized and then pushed aside like it never happened. when i saw Chris pull out his gun i was full of happiness because Yoon confided in someone and that’s not something easy. Yoon was able to get his emotions out and face the person that took so much from him. Although it was irritating how the story focused so much on Yoon im happy that even at the end the author showed him being happy and that his rapist will still be suffering. Now when it comes to the main couple you know that… that’s something different. the story had great potential it just was a lot and wasn’t there. the build-up with the FBI agent and Yoon being intertwined in so much I expected more. compared to other mafia stories this wasn’t very mafia. anyways it wasn’t bad but wasn’t good so 3/5 stars :) oh and fuck the grandma for saying since he's gay he was asking for it I hope she has a painful death.

this was good. the sex scenes were illustrated well and i think the time tracking was a fun twist.

chapter 18 - i really did plan on sitting here reading this but I’m happy I did. I really wanted to wait for more chapters! I can’t believe he had sex with him, it’s the same guy in a way but his memory isn’t the same. in a way isn’t that rape. well anyways this is exciting and I’m happy it didn’t take long for everyone to find out they were connected to the uke in some way. this is exciting I can’t wait for it to finish and all be figured out. completed - old me made it to 18 current me finished side stories. this was hectic and I can’t believe mc did the semes dad like that… everything made sense until they got reunited because at the beginning he was caught with some guy but at the end, he was climbing down a wall and they were making up in bed but he said it was all a dream. however, it was still a year later in both scenarios and it just makes me angry that I did not understand how they go to them making up. happy the sister got out of the way. happy that there wasn’t a long story about the first crush who died. I think it’s funny that the mcs ex was dragged into the from beginning to end. loved the older couple and I know they look at mc like a son. the couple has downsides but also upsides. love or lust? I wouldn’t say they are the perfect match but they acknowledge their craziness and irrational actions. in a way, I think they seem like a normal chaotic couple minus the shooting and stabbing each other. overall I binged the whole thing and don’t regret it.

when the omega said if the alpha treats me this way how would he treat our child if it’s not an alpha my heart ached. this was wonderful. I hated the drugging but with the gang theme it’s not surprising. the plot was exciting, the art was great, and I enjoyed even the side characters. we cannot choose other people's happiness. even if we think we know best we must let others learn. it’s not about being right or wrong it’s about being happy. I would love to see a side chapter with their children. a partner that loves you and treated you with the utmost respect is the dream. a person who sees nothing but you is lovely. those two make a great pair.