blue's manga / #murder(7)

in the end, they were both twisted. they were both wartime in a story that was nearly poetic. alex killed not out of anger or hatred he did it to entrap the feeling of those that loved and cared for him. was he a killer of course but in a way it was beautiful. i wonder if people will tie the murders stopping and the author of those books stopping. i wonder if things will be connected or if clark will continue living his life as dark as the killer that loved him. how he interacted with alex and how he was almost always a step ahead of him. he knew how to give alex exactly what he wanted and also take it all away without any facial expressions. even, in the end, no one but him knows the real story. It's as if clark is keeping alex hidden and now he’s just another book in his collection of many.

low key speechless. the plot was great and the story was great. but it was equally serious and ridiculous :) im not really disappointed i just want to know if the uke still sleeps with other people but welp

now this looks promising but i feel so bad for the uke, why are all these titled men such jerks dropped - idk where I left off but this was using too many of my brain cells

it’s funny how fast someone can change your life, how they can put light into your darkness, how a moment with them feels like a lifetime. they were both innocent and K was guilty. rapists are monsters when they commit their crimes they no longer have humanity left, he deserved what he got. the sweet grandma breaks my heart, even in the end she wished for their happiness and believed they were not cruel but were loving and kind. although it hurt to read I was happy they chose their own ending, i’m happy they got to decide how to leave the world that betrayed them. death by downing is painful and are hard way to go because no matter what you body naturally fights to survive. the author creating a cute side story of them being reincarnated made me happy. after reading about their pain it was nice to see them both healthy and free. i’ve had this story on my list for so long but I knew it was sad. my person passed away in december on christmas day, and now all I can do is hope that he’s okay and found peace - that’s why I finally read this story. reading this made me think of him… think of us. going from strangers to lovers to felling like fate so fast. not being able to imagine a world without the other. i live on without him but a part of me did die with him. I think he was my fate and I hope in the next life I meet him again. I hope I fall in love with him again. I hope I get to feel his embrace at least one more time.