blue's manga / #possessive lover(46)

this was good i don’t understand why this has such low reviews. and i think the amount of possessiveness is just fitting, i hope they are happy. my man got a whole sugar daddy and a president at that.

i really want a yakuza to devour me. i liked this story more than i expected.

finished season one and i didn’t expect this manga to be this good. i’m very invested and wow that age gap took me by surprise. the uke is absolutely adorable. the rape scene didn’t sit well with me but it did get better. i finished season two and wow. so much happened and i was not ready for my baby to get hurt. i’m happy the seme is infatuated with the uke and cares deeply for him. author created a funny, exciting, and lovable story. this is definitely a new top manga for me.

i’m really sad i thought this was completed. this story is not at all going how i thought it would, i thought it would be a fluffy story about unrequited love but it’s not. shii is nothing which i had predicted, i thought he would be thoughtful and selfless but instead, he’s a bit controlling and obsessive. he seems to use sex and sexual acts to express his feelings instead of slowly getting closer, especially to someone that’s confused and doesn’t understand himself. shii was in middle school sleeping with a college student because he looked like tamaki. the characters are completely different from each other. tamaki seems to be asexual or at least slightly traumatized by the things he was raised seeing, he sees sex as something bad men did when he was little. the way shii is getting overwhelmed and decided to ping down tamaki to get his way was where i truly became angry. he’s forcing himself on someone that’s not comfortable with a sexual relationship... yet. he should be helping tamaki feel comfortable and at ease when it comes to this step in a relationship. i can’t even tell if shii truly loves him or just can’t get over his unhealthy obsession. either way, unless shii’s character faces some heavy changes then i want him to stay away from tamaki. don’t get me wrong it is an interesting story, i would just enjoy it much more if shii wasn't forceful.

something about forbidden lovers gives me guilty pleasure. this was next level twisted. i did not expect the plot twist with the older brother. damn, that made it a solid 10/10 for me. i’m happy the younger brother became something even if it’s because of selfish reasons.

the gasp i let out when he said even though it was only two weeks ago. IM SORRY TWO WEEKS!! i’m in love with their unhealthy obsession with each other and constant animal-like desires.

this was ok. it always amazes me how a back story always seems to be the excuse for why the abusers are the way they are. I’m happy the seme realized he was in love but he was still shitty and the uke deserved better. I get people change but their foundation is so messed up and unhealthy, at least the author gave them space from each other. This toxic plot type in bl is getting exhausting. only gave it three generous stars because I loved the bottom.

i’m happy he wasn’t in love with his brother. i really didn’t want the stepbrother to be a second choice. still, no matter what he should not have expressed his feelings by raping the uke, he got lucky.

i’ve been avoiding starting this. i prefer a story to be finished so i’d not have to wait but this one has grown quite popular. it’s full of drama but contains a beautiful story and phenomenal art. everyone contains a difference of opinions when it comes to their relationships such as how one should love themselves first or how can someone love someone else if they don’t love themselves. but in honesty, that’s not how i feel my personal relationships aren’t much different than heasoo. i read some of the comments and they have a repetition that neither joowon nor teakyung is good choices and that haesoo needs to love himself first. my opinion differs maybe it’s because of personal experience or maybe it’s because of sympathy but i don’t think either joowon or taekyung is in the wrong. haesoo and joowon built their relationship together and revolves around each other, letting go was never going to be easy, was their relationship healthy? of course not but it was the dynamic they created together, had they not be stepbrothers i think their relationship would have been something beautiful but that’s not the story. joowon dedicates his merry existence to heasoo. contrary to what people’s comments have expressed i think haesoo and teakyung are creating something memorable from ashes. teakyung is selfish, yes but if he wasn’t selfish he would have never been able to put cracks in heasoon’s walls and helped him experience emotions and thoughts he was scared to face. their relationship isn’t built on time together and it’s not built on growing up together but it has many new things. the story feels predictable and then completely unpredictable at the same time. i feel haesoo will choose neither and then i feel like he will choose one of the guys, he’ll never let go of joowon but he also can’t let go of the one who saved him. anyway, i’m done with my babbling so i just had a few other things to write. why is heasoo that beautiful the illustration is incredible, the characters are all attractive but something about his lack of emotions and dark words just draws me in. next thing i can’t believe the dad new, i was suspicious if he knew but men are oblivion’s so i was still shocked. and i can’t believe the whole stalker thing is being pushed aside. well, that's all happy to see what’s to come after chapter 77. don’t feel like finishing 03/2022