blue's manga / #sad(25)

season one was emotionally damaging and brought up a lot of forgotten memories i had from my past. it was scary the thoughts it gave me. the mother no in my eyes shes not a mother because a mother cares for her children and loves them, skyler just has a woman who gave birth to him and hates him. season one was a never-ending tragedy and some parts made me sick to my stomach. i loved it when the title of the manga was explained, but it also made me sad, their story is tragic but oh so beautiful at the same time. i'm on chapter 38 so season two and it's crazy how much skyler has already grown and developed since discovering the truth, discovering all the pain he's caused and that yeonduk was always there. the thing skyler said about yeonduck not ruining his life but him ruining yeons really has been lingering in my mind. although the things skyler did was nearly unforgivable and in honesty he caused yeon nothing but the pain he doesn't deserve completely forgiveness. but at the same time yeonduk doesn't think the same way because in this 10 years of lost friendship he always stayed by skylers sides loving him, he doesn't hate you he deep down knows what you did was wrong but he's never judged you on it since he's always kept hold of the happy memories. skyler has grown so much he needs to understand it's not too late but it also won't be anywhere near easy to get yeonduk to understand your feelings, after how he was treated he probably never thought there would be the slightest chance of you loving him. wow my mans really took a shot in chapter 39... final update: i finished and i don’t know why but i feel sad. skyler was abandoned and left with no family. will he be with his siblings again one day. will they sit together drinking coffee and smiling. will his mother kill herself one day or will she continue to live as if he never existed. it makes me feel sick and empty. i wish there was more. i need to read where skyler and yeonduk are happy together, living together, going to college together, and what’s beyond that. what happened after this. what happened after the ending. this manga was beautiful the art style was my favorite type and the plot it felt like it was the realest. that it wasn’t made up and it wasn’t an easy love story. they didn’t go over bumps they went over mountains to get to one and other. i hope if the story continued skyler would do nothing but smile and be happy while yeonduk would hold him close.

i am trying so hard to read this but all i can think about is killing stalking. ugh, i guess it’s the art style. also, why is this giving me so much second-hand embarrassment! the nipples have me cackling. this isn't easy to read at all, every time i see his scars it makes my heart stop and i look at my own. i feel like picking the blade up again, the more i read this the more the pain i've pushed down is starting to come back. if you are suffering from depression or have suicidal thoughts please read this with caution!!! usually, i can read pretty fast but this one is not easy at all, i keep having to shut my computer and taking a deep breath. i feel my heart racing and i feel empty. just be safe and don't self-harm as much as you may want to please stay strong, we've all made it this far by fighting, don't lose your battle. i finished. it took a while but it was worth it, this story is unlike any BL that ive read and i appreciate it so much. the ending did not disappoint i found the overall story realistic and the ending was good. i appreciate the author for acknowledging that just because they found each other the dark days won't go away. this gave me joy, i smiled, i laughed, i cried, i paused and looked at myself. i feel reassured that i might think my life is meaningless but someone around me may not. i realized that its okay to feel pain for a long time because hopefully one day my life will be filled with more light than darkness.

wow. this story was truly beautiful. to read an omegaverse that about love and isn’t violent, made me really happy. i was sad but also happy and the very last panel made my heart smile. i loved how his previous husband told him to be happy and if he came across his destined one that it was okay. the author created a beautiful story with incredible art. i can’t wait to read this again.

this was a truly beautiful story. i couldn’t stop crying in chapter 5 when they were running towards each other. i’m happy that the seme was able to find what he truly desired and their relationship didn’t continue by force but i just wish that society's expectations for the perfect family didn't get in the way. they loved each other their whole lives. how can you tell two people they can’t love each other because they don’t fit your small-minded expectations. to force yourself to marry someone, have sex with them, let go of the one you loved all because you didn’t feel your choices where right makes me beyond sad. they could’ve been together all of those years and that’s what breaks my heart. in the end, i’m happy that when they were reunited all the time they spent together was not a waste. loving someone should not have rules or consequences, it should always be celebrated no matter the sexual orientation of the two involved.

one of the worst semes

everyone says they cried so i’m going to put this off because i’m not mentally ready

This is such a beautiful story and I honestly wasn’t expecting much. the growth and character development was so well done but I couldn’t stop reading it and now while I’m writing this I am crying. Chapter 8.1 you broke me, you took a part of me that was happy after everything worked out and crushed it. Dear mangaka you created a beautiful story that shows struggles and difficulties of love. But why did the doctor die so young he was only in his late 40s that was so unexpected?! I don’t know how to feel.

this is said to be sad and people cried.