MANGAreader's manga / #Rape(23)

This is the best bl manhwa that I have read. Everything about it is just phenomenal and especially, the story is just amazing. The manhwa is a rollercoaster of emotions and reading it, you start to question your own sanity and morals. I know how the seme treated the uke but you still find yourself hoping that they would get a happy ending together, which is just wrong when you have seen everything that goes on. I was hoping for this until the end when the story tells us that a happy ending and the two main characters ending up together is just impossible. Even though, I love this story so much, I would never read this again because I don't want to experience those sad emotions again and especially, the ending which left me broken for days. Overall, the story is great and the author did an amazing job with everything, including the sex scenes. Anyone who is strong and comfortable enough to read this should experience it at least once as it is truly a masterpiece that leaves you thinking.

It is one of the first yaoi manga that I discovered and it holds a special place in my heart. Although, it is annoying that the uke does not admit his feelings and he gets mad whenever seme is upset over that or puts distance between them. However, the story is still ongoing so hopefully, we will see progress in the uke's character and one day, he will admit his feelings without being a stupid tsundre. Other than that, I really like the couple and the sex scenes are awesome too. I just cannot wait for new chapters because I want more.

As expected, anything by Nishin Masumi is bound to be a messed up story that makes you question everything. Their work is always disturbing to read yet it is is also very addicting. This one was okay since it was a one shot, there was not a deep plot or amazing sex scenes so I did not give it a high score. However, it is still very weird and the ending left me speechless as it was very creepy.

This is an amazing manga and I love the author so much for making this. The story is so messed up and even though the two main characters did not have the best relationship, I am glad that they ended up together. Eventhough those demons are after the seme now, I am going to believe that they will be fine and will live together after that. The story of the side character trying to catch the uke was interesting too. If the two main characters did not end up together, I would not have been able to fall asleep as it would be too depressing. So, I am glad they ended that on a not necessarily a happy note, which is not even possible with this author, but at least a good one. Anyways, the art is gorgeous and the sex scenes were amazing.

This was such a good read and I am depressed that it is still ongoing so I can't find out the conclusion. I wish that it has a happy ending because so much has happened to the main characters that it would leave me empty if it ended on a sad note. There were so many complicated feelings between the two characters and you couldn't really feel and immerse yourself into their stories. I liked the constant switch from the past to the present as it really kept me on the edge and the story and the characters have so much depth. You could spend hours analysing there psycho since the authors have put so much layers into their characters and their emotions. I really liked the artwork as it constantly switched from all bright in the flashbacks to dark and red in the present. Also, the sex scenes are just awesome and it was really interesting to see the dynamics and the relationship of the two main characters. It was refreshing to the uke keep resisting till the end instead of getting a stockholm syndrome for the seme since that is normally what happens. Edit: I am so so glad that it turned out to be a happy ending for the both of them. I was anxious that with all that have happened between them and how they both have hurt eachother that they wouldn't get together in the end, which is logical. However, at the same time, I felt that they deserved a break and something good at the end of all the suffering so I am happy that they ended up together. I REALLY wanted to see the aftermath and their relationship after they get together but we didn't. I hope we get a side story/extra on their life after the ending. I understand how the uke feels in that he is very anxious about everything and having to get back together with the seme after everything he did to him and that he, himself, did to the seme but at the same, he understands that the seme is the only one he has left in his life so he has to make peace with him by accepting everything that has happened between them and getting over it. This was such a good story and would love to see a short sequel to this.

Sigh... this was a long ride. I really enjoyed the story and the way the characters act and react. This was most likely the most realistic story that I've read involving rape/abuse and how it effects the characters. The author took advantage of the long length of the manga and made it as detailed as possible. It shows the realistic struggles of recovering from experiencing abuse and rape and shows how long it takes to recover. It also covered many other topics which is great but the relationship between Eric and Valentine really creeped me out. There were many times where I had to take a second to recover from reading some of the parts of the story because it was too dark/disturbing for me which is obvious from the tags I listed. As for the art style and sex scenes, I am not used to this art style and I usually like a lot of sex scenes. However, surprisingly, I didn't mind both of those things with this story because I think that I was too interested in the story and seeing the conclusion to care about the art style or not having explicit sex scenes. Speaking of conclusion, I was kind of dissapointed in the ending since I wanted a clear ending that confirmed Ian's and Jeremy's relationship and their happiness but at the same, this kind of vague ending matches the tone of the manga so I didn't mind it as much. However, I really wished they had officially become lovers but I guess it was too much to wish for since Jeremy said something about Ian's girlfriend at the end. Overall, it was a great manga and eventhough I don't usually enjoy these type of long mangas but I had good experience reading this. Lastly, everyone who hurt Jeremy is fucking trash that deserves to be punished for ruining his life, which includes the psychopath step dad, the bitching mom, the pussy Natasha, and all the other trash who knew what happened to him but kept quiet or tried to come in between him and Ian's relationship, aka the greedy bitch Sharon and the crying bitch/attention whore Nadia.

I really liked the story and the characters. Also, the family dynamic of the seme is so interesting but they are all psycho. They might be the most messed up family that I've ever seen. The whole conflict between the characters was really good but my boy, the uke, is so miserable and nothing good ever happens to him. I felt really bad for him throughout the story since he kept getting manipulated and abused by everyone else. I also hate the ending because the uke ended up with the psycho seme and not the other guy. Even though the other seme also went crazy but I feel like that was only there for the author to justify the uke ending up with the abusive/psycho seme. It is so unclear whether the uke liked the psycho seme even after everything that happened to him because at some parts, he hates him and on the others, he thinks he still has feelings for him. I've never been able to understand how you can still love someone who abused you constantly just because they felt like it unless they have some history that made them do it. The Stockholm syndrome stories are getting old and I expected something better at the end. However, other than that, I REALLY liked the sex scenes and the overall story was pretty interesting.