MANGAreader's manga / #Sad(2)

This is the best bl manhwa that I have read. Everything about it is just phenomenal and especially, the story is just amazing. The manhwa is a rollercoaster of emotions and reading it, you start to question your own sanity and morals. I know how the seme treated the uke but you still find yourself hoping that they would get a happy ending together, which is just wrong when you have seen everything that goes on. I was hoping for this until the end when the story tells us that a happy ending and the two main characters ending up together is just impossible. Even though, I love this story so much, I would never read this again because I don't want to experience those sad emotions again and especially, the ending which left me broken for days. Overall, the story is great and the author did an amazing job with everything, including the sex scenes. Anyone who is strong and comfortable enough to read this should experience it at least once as it is truly a masterpiece that leaves you thinking.

Sigh... this was a long ride. I really enjoyed the story and the way the characters act and react. This was most likely the most realistic story that I've read involving rape/abuse and how it effects the characters. The author took advantage of the long length of the manga and made it as detailed as possible. It shows the realistic struggles of recovering from experiencing abuse and rape and shows how long it takes to recover. It also covered many other topics which is great but the relationship between Eric and Valentine really creeped me out. There were many times where I had to take a second to recover from reading some of the parts of the story because it was too dark/disturbing for me which is obvious from the tags I listed. As for the art style and sex scenes, I am not used to this art style and I usually like a lot of sex scenes. However, surprisingly, I didn't mind both of those things with this story because I think that I was too interested in the story and seeing the conclusion to care about the art style or not having explicit sex scenes. Speaking of conclusion, I was kind of dissapointed in the ending since I wanted a clear ending that confirmed Ian's and Jeremy's relationship and their happiness but at the same, this kind of vague ending matches the tone of the manga so I didn't mind it as much. However, I really wished they had officially become lovers but I guess it was too much to wish for since Jeremy said something about Ian's girlfriend at the end. Overall, it was a great manga and eventhough I don't usually enjoy these type of long mangas but I had good experience reading this. Lastly, everyone who hurt Jeremy is fucking trash that deserves to be punished for ruining his life, which includes the psychopath step dad, the bitching mom, the pussy Natasha, and all the other trash who knew what happened to him but kept quiet or tried to come in between him and Ian's relationship, aka the greedy bitch Sharon and the crying bitch/attention whore Nadia.