MANGAreader's manga / #creepy(2)

Sigh... this was a long ride. I really enjoyed the story and the way the characters act and react. This was most likely the most realistic story that I've read involving rape/abuse and how it effects the characters. The author took advantage of the long length of the manga and made it as detailed as possible. It shows the realistic struggles of recovering from experiencing abuse and rape and shows how long it takes to recover. It also covered many other topics which is great but the relationship between Eric and Valentine really creeped me out. There were many times where I had to take a second to recover from reading some of the parts of the story because it was too dark/disturbing for me which is obvious from the tags I listed. As for the art style and sex scenes, I am not used to this art style and I usually like a lot of sex scenes. However, surprisingly, I didn't mind both of those things with this story because I think that I was too interested in the story and seeing the conclusion to care about the art style or not having explicit sex scenes. Speaking of conclusion, I was kind of dissapointed in the ending since I wanted a clear ending that confirmed Ian's and Jeremy's relationship and their happiness but at the same, this kind of vague ending matches the tone of the manga so I didn't mind it as much. However, I really wished they had officially become lovers but I guess it was too much to wish for since Jeremy said something about Ian's girlfriend at the end. Overall, it was a great manga and eventhough I don't usually enjoy these type of long mangas but I had good experience reading this. Lastly, everyone who hurt Jeremy is fucking trash that deserves to be punished for ruining his life, which includes the psychopath step dad, the bitching mom, the pussy Natasha, and all the other trash who knew what happened to him but kept quiet or tried to come in between him and Ian's relationship, aka the greedy bitch Sharon and the crying bitch/attention whore Nadia.

WTF... this is so messed up. There are so many amazing twists in the story and it is very interesting but creepy and disgusting at the same time. I absolutely hate the parents. What kind of parents would treat their own son that horribly to the point of making him resent his brother so much? If only the guy didn't start to feel jealous of his brother, I wonder how different this story would have turned out. I would've loved it if the story was longer because I think it can have a more detailed horror story. However, this was really good and could've been better if it was longer so we can see the relationship between the brothers.