Life and basically everything that goes with it, but at the same time nothing. Because my brain does this thing where if it doesn't like something then it shuts down every thought about it and completely ignores its existence.
Like legit there could be a serial killer in my house trying to kill me and my brain would just be like 'nope, not today' a...... reply
I'm afraid of rape/abuse and getting my heart broken. One time I was told by a 'friend' to hang out at the movies so I went. But it was actually a double date that they set up just so hey could pull a move on me. I ran away crying and horrified now I hate movie theaters. I'm just glad I left before things got worse. reply
Although I'm still young I'm actually "experienced" and I decided I don't enjoy sex at all. Also love is pointless to me, I'd rather read about it. I just love how cliche yaoi can be and how I can almost accurately predict what will happen next! I can see how authors bounce ideas off of each other, it's so cool and dramatic! reply
Ive always been super sneaky with my smut, i even have an extra Instagram account. But I've seen my sibling trying to hide some fanfictions from me, she's not sneaky at all. Though one time mom looked through my phone (which was full of yaoi images) but I don't think she saw them. reply
