I have a tendency to daydream about torturing and killing people. I wouldn't really do it, but sometimes it's so vivid and so thrilling that I scare myself. I also like to keep things even numbered, even my steps (this is much less than it was when I was kid though, I've gotten better) and I' constantly scraping at my teeth with my nails, or biting...... 2 reply
I get clingy, and i like feeling small. I like hugging people and linking arms with others who are kindof bigger/taller than me. However, im such a shy awkward being, and i end up never to doing it to others besides my close friends. But when i see someone in the halls who is bigger than me, i have an need to go and hug them with all my might. I ca...... 2 reply
I knew OF BL and yaoi from way back in high school and I had read some manga with subtle hints of M/M or F/F love here and there, but only stuff that was implied/alluded to. I think I was in my mid to late 20's when I read my first sweet, soft BL manga...I didn't have the chance to read any full out yaoi until I was in my early 30's. Now at 38 I'm ...... reply
I was 11 or 12 when i first read a yaoi. I did watch a lot of the yaoi animes before the mangas. I don't even remember the first smut i read. It wasn't too shocking, i don't what that says about me... ┗( T﹏T )┛ But honestly my close friend at that time was a hardcore yaoi reader, and she taught me everything i know about yaoi, au's, and gay...... 3 reply
I have to be "equal" i guess you would call it? like if I cracked a knuckle one one finger then I would have to crack them on each of my other fingers. Or if I scratch my leg, I tend to scratch my other leg in the same spot... If I don't do these, I end up thinking about it for the longest time about how uneven it is....(〜￣△￣)〜 2 reply
Haha i was already an employee when i discovered yaoi, at the age of 23 i was so addicted to it that I even use most of my vacation leaves to read yaoi for a whole day, yahhh!!! I feel so happy reading it and even though i'm at work I still think about it, i cant wait to to go home or spend my whole weekend reading yaoi #YaoiisLife Lol 1 reply
Hi there~
Here are some of my recs:
1) Bokura Wa Bara No Ko (http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/bokura_wa_bara_no_ko/)
Yukinari was abandoned as an infant, but fortunately a loving family adopted him. Perhaps because of this, he has an affinity for helpless, abandoned creatures and goes out of his way to help them. One night, Yukinari and his frie...... 1 reply
A lot of times I start crying whenever I'm arguing with people?? It's weird and stupid and I hate it because I have no idea why I do that and it gets so akward because people think they hurt my feelings or something... Also it's so damn embarrassing┗( T﹏T )┛ 1 reply
