I was looking for a height gap list so I look thru the tags and I come across a shota list, I'm like wtf? So I check out the user and THEY HAVE A FUCKING SHOTA ALBUM? WHAT THE FUCK! and it's has LIKES. WHAT THE FUCK. 8 LIKES? WHAT THE FUCK!
this is mostly just a vent, i don’t have friends irl that take me seriously and i don’t have many online friends that i feel comfortable venting to so i’m putting it here without the expectations of a response.
my relationship with my mom is not unusual but definitely weird. she loves me, but we argue a lot. i am rebellious and i hate myself for feeling that way (right now). i went through a bad depression since i was really young, and as i grew up i took it out on my mom. i hate myself for that so much right now. we would argue everyday to the point where she wondered “where did i go wrong? i have 3 other kids and they were never like this?” and i used to not care and i pissed her off a lot.
but i love her, as much as my younger self would say “i wouldn’t care if she died” i really care for and love my mom. she makes me food, she cares about my feelings, she helps me prepare for things, she tries her best to get me things i want, she really really is the best person in my life right now and im taking her for granted every second of my life.
when i look back at my times wit her , i want to hit myself in the face and make me hug her and accept her motherly love because every time i “rejected it because i thought i was being cool” is so immature and so fucking stupid. it’s all getting back to me like a truck, and i’m so fucking dumb for not realizing it sooner.
my mom is having early stages of dementia, and i’m fucking terrified of the entire disease. like i am so fucking scared of dementia and the fact that i keep on thinking that she might have is making me so fucking sad and scared and right now i’m in shock and i feel so detached that i can’t even cry anymore. it’s not that i can’t live without my mom, it’s the fact that i have to live in a reality where she wont see my future as “herself” anymore. and if she dies, my whole family and life is going to fall apart because when i realize i love my mom and i would give up my life to save her and when i am realizing right now that i should have loved her so much fucking more i want to kill myself.
i don’t know what to do, i am scared and i’m i’m so much disbelief that i just can’t sleep anymore.
my relationship with my mom is not unusual but definitely weird. she loves me, but we argue a lot. i am rebellious and i hate myself for feeling that way (right now). i went through a bad depression since i was really young, and as i grew up i took it out on my mom. i hate myself for that so much right now. we would argue everyday to the point where she wondered “where did i go wrong? i have 3 other kids and they were never like this?” and i used to not care and i pissed her off a lot.
but i love her, as much as my younger self would say “i wouldn’t care if she died” i really care for and love my mom. she makes me food, she cares about my feelings, she helps me prepare for things, she tries her best to get me things i want, she really really is the best person in my life right now and im taking her for granted every second of my life.
when i look back at my times wit her , i want to hit myself in the face and make me hug her and accept her motherly love because every time i “rejected it because i thought i was being cool” is so immature and so fucking stupid. it’s all getting back to me like a truck, and i’m so fucking dumb for not realizing it sooner.
my mom is having early stages of dementia, and i’m fucking terrified of the entire disease. like i am so fucking scared of dementia and the fact that i keep on thinking that she might have is making me so fucking sad and scared and right now i’m in shock and i feel so detached that i can’t even cry anymore. it’s not that i can’t live without my mom, it’s the fact that i have to live in a reality where she wont see my future as “herself” anymore. and if she dies, my whole family and life is going to fall apart because when i realize i love my mom and i would give up my life to save her and when i am realizing right now that i should have loved her so much fucking more i want to kill myself.
i don’t know what to do, i am scared and i’m i’m so much disbelief that i just can’t sleep anymore.
I just binged a bunch of mini true crime videos and now I'm scared to go asleep can someone comfort me? ;n;
My name is 0ISFSST1 on roblox. btw this is isfsst if you couldn't tell-
nevermind I have to stay awake to keep my cat safe bc my mom got annoyed and threatened to throw him outside </3 we have cayotes btw
Im drained so im going to bed now, goodnight goodnight shartpissbaby my love ♡
For those wondering, that was a vent, it wasnt me trolling or trying to get the attention of others, it was geniune. And I have a therapist, but I enjoy writing so this helps me avoid cutting my flesh. But I do not have a journal or a diary so it calms me down knowing I can write this down without anyone I know see it. But that was my hatred for a man whom groomed me. I apologize if it offended anyone.
Please dont do this, I dont want to do it anymore please stop. Why did you do it, why did you ruin me, YOU RUINED ME YOU BASTARD KILL YOURSELF I HATE UOU YOU RUINED ME YOU MADE ME DIRTY andbits all my fault... its all my fault its all, my, *sniff* fault... I wish someone loved me, I wish someone told me they loved me, hugged me when I was sad, and be with me always. Sadly, life doesnt work that way, not for a crybaby and useless child like me. Why did you do it, I was so young too... I WAS SO YOUNG WHY, WHY GOD WHY ME WHY AM I SO MISERABLE I WANT TO DIE SO BADLY PLEASE... PLEASE JUST END ME, WHY CANT I CHOKE MYSELF AM I TOO MUCH OF A COWARD? I dont want to live anymore, it was fun while it lasted but please stop, let me be at peace Im done, dont make me suffer anymore, please... please. I hate you. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU SO MUCH IT WAS YOU YIU DID THIS TO ME I HATE YOU SO MUCH PLEASE JUST STOP IT STOP WHISPERING TO ME STOP IT GET OUT OF MY HEAD urgh, I dont want to do this anymore...
Hello, so I wrote some things on here like short stories or whatever, and was wondering if maybe I should try fanfiction? Something new may be exciting, although some ARE weird so maybe I should stay writing cutesy or short stories, other than that maybe Ishould give horror a go. Thats it, bye
fucking threaten me or smth or make me guilty so that I can pass my works on time.
I SNEEZED AND THERE IS BLOOD EVERYWHERE, BLOOD WONT STOP POURING OUT OF MY NOSE, AM I GOING TO DIE FROM BLOOD LOSS OR SOME SHIT?
tsubaki-san~
tsubaki-san~
I don't really understand the stigma that het manga sucks and have boring plot and the FMC is usually weak and whatever. If you go on the shoujo tag and sort by popularity almost everything on the first page is generally good. You can also go on webtoon and go to the romance genre and a lot of those stuff are good (Edith, Freaking romance, scorching romance, devil no. 4, etc.).
If you try searching for some you can find good shoujo and het romance manga (Horimiya, Okobore Hime to Entaku no Kishi, Keishichou Tokuhanka 007, love so life, etc.).
I think it's okay to prefer BL over Het manga but it's just wrong to say that you prefer BL because there are no good het romance out there. You're just not trying to find good het mangas and that okay.
If you try searching for some you can find good shoujo and het romance manga (Horimiya, Okobore Hime to Entaku no Kishi, Keishichou Tokuhanka 007, love so life, etc.).
I think it's okay to prefer BL over Het manga but it's just wrong to say that you prefer BL because there are no good het romance out there. You're just not trying to find good het mangas and that okay.
Anyone want to start a Pinterest group chat, put your Pinterest username down below and I’ll add you.
No, I'm not entirely trolling, it's an actual thought that struck me when the cashier lady was scanning my groceries.
I'm like ok what if a person thinks:
"I have nothing to blast my cum at nor can I find a human genital hole to jizz. Oh look, I see a crack at my wall that I haven't fixed yet, I'm gonna spurt at it with or without intentions."
(Um sidenote: I think the cashier lady was staring at me because I was laughing. Uh I hope she forgets about my existence °////°)
I'm like ok what if a person thinks:
"I have nothing to blast my cum at nor can I find a human genital hole to jizz. Oh look, I see a crack at my wall that I haven't fixed yet, I'm gonna spurt at it with or without intentions."
(Um sidenote: I think the cashier lady was staring at me because I was laughing. Uh I hope she forgets about my existence °////°)
*Nervous laugh*
It's 1:28 am now and did you read the title? Yeah I'm going to be dead for next 5 min.
It's 1:28 am now and did you read the title? Yeah I'm going to be dead for next 5 min.
y'all I just walked in my house and see my mom working out to Adele pls help :D
What is something you're insecure about when you're around different people?
So umM, i wrote a letter a while back thennn and i wanted to share with a bunch of weebs
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"I Wish To Run Away To The Place Where The Sky Reflects On The Water, A Place A Little Warmer Than My Broken Home. If Only I Had Hope And Had Someone Who'd Call Me On The Phone. Maybe I'd Be 'Okay' Is All That They Say. Don't Think That I Laugh Because My Life Is All Games And Fun. If I Gave You A Peek Into My Home, You'd Probably Cringe And Break My Heart. I Reek Of Expectations That A Girl Needs To Do, I'm Sorry My Mother But Was That How Your Parents Raised You? That A Girl Belongs In A Kitchen While The Boys Go Out To Earn Trophies And Ribbons? Please Don't Use Me As A Drug Because All We Women Should Do Is 'Get Men Up'. I Envy Those Who Are Equal, I Envy Friendship. Wishing Upon A Star Won't Give Me Friends Who Will Stay. Every Friendship Was For Nothing, Every Time I Was Drowning Was Because They All Looked Down On Me. My Life Is Always Living In The Past As If I Wished That Everyday Was My Last. Was Friendship An Excuse To Run From My Life That Worth Nothing More Than A Dime? I Pray For The Day When Someone Comes And Listens To Me. For Them To Say That They Want Me, That They Understand And Love Me. Maybe If I Wish Once More Upon A Star, Somebody Will Come From Afar."
THAT IS LONG OMFG DJTECNYHEQSPIUTGF, but thanks for reading, Btw, When I Said A While Back, I Meant 2 Weeks Ago- From your friendly Gay Gal, 'Hellish', Who Came Up From Hell To Make You Sin
Caps intended
"I Wish To Run Away To The Place Where The Sky Reflects On The Water, A Place A Little Warmer Than My Broken Home. If Only I Had Hope And Had Someone Who'd Call Me On The Phone. Maybe I'd Be 'Okay' Is All That They Say. Don't Think That I Laugh Because My Life Is All Games And Fun. If I Gave You A Peek Into My Home, You'd Probably Cringe And Break My Heart. I Reek Of Expectations That A Girl Needs To Do, I'm Sorry My Mother But Was That How Your Parents Raised You? That A Girl Belongs In A Kitchen While The Boys Go Out To Earn Trophies And Ribbons? Please Don't Use Me As A Drug Because All We Women Should Do Is 'Get Men Up'. I Envy Those Who Are Equal, I Envy Friendship. Wishing Upon A Star Won't Give Me Friends Who Will Stay. Every Friendship Was For Nothing, Every Time I Was Drowning Was Because They All Looked Down On Me. My Life Is Always Living In The Past As If I Wished That Everyday Was My Last. Was Friendship An Excuse To Run From My Life That Worth Nothing More Than A Dime? I Pray For The Day When Someone Comes And Listens To Me. For Them To Say That They Want Me, That They Understand And Love Me. Maybe If I Wish Once More Upon A Star, Somebody Will Come From Afar."
THAT IS LONG OMFG DJTECNYHEQSPIUTGF, but thanks for reading, Btw, When I Said A While Back, I Meant 2 Weeks Ago- From your friendly Gay Gal, 'Hellish', Who Came Up From Hell To Make You Sin
If we get caught being here by like the cops would we have to pay? Do we get in trouble? What happens to us?