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send me yalls arsenal of reaction pics so I can use them

Okay so like I used to be a pretty kid, I even modeled for a bit in a few commercials and whatnot. So whenever ppl asked me for pics of me as a kid, I'd proudly show them until like few weeks ago. I was showing one of my friends a pic, then they asked me "Oh man, you don't look the same at all! What happened?" I froze. I'll admit, I didn't stay a cute kid for long. I gained TONS of weight and had to wear glasses at 6 years old so I guess I started going thru my "ugly" phase. I became insecure as hell at that age and still am.

Currently, I'm still wearing glasses but I've lost some weight now thanks to swimming (I became bulky tho), but I'm still not at all pretty and confident. Now I get so insecure whenever someone asks me for a kid pic. Just recently, I had (was forced) to show another friend a kid pic and that friend said "Wow! You *were* so pretty!". Ik that friend didn't mean any harm but it didn't make it hurt any less. I hate seeing my kid pics, it makes me feel like I could've been so much prettier if I never gained sm weight.

Ahh but thats enough abt me, if you guys could share any similar experiences of ur own, I'd love to read em :))

i just realised mangago got rid of the shotacon tag casual mangago W

Like, a very unbelievable and impossible experience(which is the lie) you've told to anyone and they believed it until now

As if we didnt already become twitter. Now we have a talented actor playing the role of a victim from an absolute dumbshit. Stop joking about giving up on life and rape!!!

is it? shamefully i know english better than my native language and our national language.

My grandma passed last monday, and I’ve been turning to unhealthy habits to cope. I wanna be better, for myself and for my mom. I have no motivation whatsoever to work on school assignments, I just keep getting up at 6am grabbing my skates and not coming back till late at night. I’m barely eating or sleeping it just feels wrong to. I feel guilty for feeling sad, I feel guilty for feeling happy, I just can’t win. When I am home I just lock myself in my room and get so hyperfixated with reading, doing anything else seems impossible.
How do I function normally when my mind is in a fucked up state?

If u know her
http://www.mangago.me/home/people/1379547/home/
She also made a second account
http://www.mangago.me/home/people/1654567/home/

hey guys, imma do this again, but how was your day? literally tell me anything, vent, tell me something happy, tell me you just woke up, anything you want to say!

if you need advice ill try my best to give you it!

How were u able to move on?

If you know how to read then you know what to do. I hope you know how to read...

For those of you who are still studying, what subjects do you like and what subjects do you dislike?

MY FINALS ARE APPROACHING AND I CAN'T CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES. MY MANGA READING LIST IS PENDING AND MY ANIME WATCHLIST IS PENDING AND MY ONGOING ANIMES ARE STILL AIRING!!!!! I HATE SCIENCE BUT I NEED TO GET A LIFE.

i think the main reason why people may put up with abusive/ toxic parents is because:
1) lack of financial independence
2) nowhere else to go
3) not all abuse is physical or easily spotted. sometimes it can be covert (like parents who are too involved in kids' lives) or simply a parent that neglects their kid by being unavailable/busy all the time
4) they rely on this parents
5) other intimates don't believe the kid or see the abuse as 'normal parenting'
6) the victim is in denial and wants to believe in the love they have for their parents, hoping that things are better than they actually are
7) it may be a difficult situation

and many other reasons too.

thats just my 2 cents i think its unfair to blame the victim.
Leaving is hard, much harder than one would think.
it is so hard to move out nowadays.
(and as for parent who are always busy it is hard to tell if they do it on purpose or not, some parents have to work a lot to feed family)

I would get rid of all my insecurities and be more confident in myself

So these past few days i have done nothing but read mangas. Well, of course i do my school work but theres one thing ive been missing out. The GC for my grade has teachers. Everyday they call out a meeting so they can explain how will we do our activities. But i dont attend those meetings. So far i have attended 2 video calls from my supervisor. I stopped attending them after the second one. Why? My first time joining a video call, i was so nervous. All we did was listen to the teacher. But that one time our supervisor called out my name, i was very embarrassed that i did not hesitated to open my mic, all i did was chat. After all that chaos, the next day they announced a another meeting. Once i joined the call, i felt so left out. I felt like no one was there to welcome me. So now i stayed silent for one whole hour. After that day, i stopped attending meetings. Whenever they talk about the lecture, the more i feel guilty. Sometimes i have the urge to leave the GC but i cant, all of those notifications has haunting me for a while now. Quarantine has really put me under pressure now huh.

I told myself I would move out with my best freind about two years ago(when I started working part-time jobs)but the thing is I'm just now thinking about it and we don't have a very stable friendship with her and moving out to live with her seems very risky??
I can't live with my dad because of family issues and he just downright hates me and side note: he also hates my best freind.
I've only been able to accumulate a little bit over 30k over these past two and a half years and living by myself seems impossible.
I have severe attachment issues concerning my best freind but she would drop me over anything really. I'm just overwhelmed and scared that I would do something that she wouldn't like and I would be stuck with someone that hates me or even thrown out and nowhere to go.
Just needed to get that off my chest before I make a decision.

I peed on my bed while sleeping and spread the perfume around the room to hide the smell and changed my bedsheet. My strict dad hates perfume and started asking for the reason. It became a major issue with my dad saying that he will buy a room freshner while I hid the truth. Damn embarassing
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Sleeping?? Studying? Working?? Writing??
I’m just curious about what’re your lives like outside of this website. (●'◡'●)ﾉ