Hmm. My darkest secret isn’t really a secret anymore. I’m seeking out help because I feel so shitty all the time. For some context I’m a teenager and type one diabetic, so sometimes I wonder if these feelings are my own. I get nervous to share anything because I feel as though I’m attention seeking. Well I suppose I’ll start off with the ...... 1 reply
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I on and off think about just dying. No one really knows to the extent it is because any time I used tell my mom anything she basically disregards it, so I don't feel comfortable sharing my problems with them. Doesn't help that since she thinks I'm the most stable one, ( my sister is way overly emotional and my brother doesn't get alon...... 2 reply
I wished death upon someone who worked at my school when I was like 12 and they actually did die like a month later. I felt so bad about it and I still do to this day. That was many years ago and I have repented for it but I'm ashamed I ever said something like that so casually without thinking. I've said and done plenty of fucked up things in my l...... reply
I think about beating up my mom and even killing her almost every day. She is a manipulator and abusive asf and on God one day she might have to catch these hands 1 reply
