Not Sleep

I'm so tired of people not owning up to their own mistakes, especially in the academic sphere. "oh yeah the question paper was hard" "i made silly mistakes" "i didn't have enough time"
BE SO FR RN THE PAPER WOULDN'T BE HARD IF YOU HAD COVERED ALL THE TOPICS AND PUT IN EFFORT
YOU WOULDN'T HAVE MADE SILLY MISTAKES IF YOU HAD PRACTICED ENOUGH
YOU WOULD HAVE ENOUGH TIME IF YOU FUCKING PRACTICEDDDD
I'm no topper. infact the exact opposite but i have the balls to say that i didn't do well in school because i didn't study. it was a conscious decision. i had a choice and i made my choice.
sighhhh

I played Co-op with an online friend I just made. We were aiming for the top ranks in this event that lasted a week. But after we were done, we didn't have any other thing to keep us connected so we just drifted apart.Is this the norm? Is there like an offline irl equivalent to this cause the time we spent during the event was so fun but now it's nothing.