What The Heck Is Wrong With Me

Im gonna try to make this as short as possible. So basically, i have this friend we were soooo close and he would always tell that I'm important to him. He was very touchy not in a perverted way. He's super clingy when we're alone and he always wants to share earphones with me which is so romantic btw lol. He even bought me a pet and hang out just the two of us for my birthday.

We always talk every night. Btw we kissed but i was drunk that time so i acted like i don't really care. I kinda feel like he gave out a lot of signs to me but i chose to ignore it? I don't want to assume things and i don't want to ruin our friendship that's why but one day i found out that he got a gf and i found out because a friend told me which is pretty weird bec. We always tell each other everything. I avoided him after that bec. I don't want the girl to get jealous lol.

So fast forward to today we don't talk anymore and i still wonder if he did liked me more than a friend because i sure did lmao. I'm just curious y'all i ain't gonna steal him from her gf lol