Feel Lonely

AYO can you suggest activities that can reduce stress? :>

So how’ve y’all been,,, I was gonna say something rn but my brain says no so k
Anyways I’ll just spout something random
I’ve always wanted to be a creator
Whenever I listened to music it made me feel things,,yknow?? Like sometimes I’ll feel sad and nostalgic listening to music and sometimes I’ll feel so empowered and free,,,
So I want to make music and make people feel happy and joyful and maybe pensive and mellow with the music I wanna create
I also wanna write books and draw manga
I wanna make people feel things yknow,,, Sometimes I’ll read sad manga or stories and I’ll have this feeling in my chest,,,something heavy and sometimes I’ll feel bashful when there’s a really cute scene,,, making me want to fall in love,,
I also wanna make movies and have people look at them and laugh or relate to the movies so they can say ‘huh, so there’s others that have been through what I have been’,,, anyways wish me luck and let’s be friends! : )

I have a crush on someone I don't even know...I have fallen in like with their personality.... Idk why, it's just like the honest that they have.... I DON'T EVEN KNOW THEM.... I still stand by my statement of thinking that it is hormones tho cuz this ain't like me....
So um... What do I do? Like....What even is this? Like.... Am I just horny? Cuz like wtf, just falling in like with someone I don't even know, I haven't even talked to them. What do I do? Like... I don't know how to feel about this....