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I don’t think I have eating disorders but I have always been obsessed with my weight and how I look in the mirror. On some days, I look normal to myself, but on most of the days I look big that I’d force myself to starve. I’m 160cm tall, I used to weigh around 53kg, and my goal used to be 45kg. But when I’ve reached that goal, it di...... 2 reply
I battled with an eating disorder much like yours for over a decade. It was severe enough to the point where I had to be hospitalized for it multiple times. I am now fully recovered and happier than ever.
Right now you're stuck in a Chinese finger trap: the harder you try to lose weight, the more you’ll binge and gain weight. Even if you hit you...... reply
Even if you reach your goal weight, you wont stop. No mater if you're 46kg, when you see yourself in the mirror you wont be pleased with how you look. You've already crossed a dangerous line. At this rate you're going to keep starving yourself until you end up in the hospital. You can either continue hurting yourself (and others) or accept that you...... reply
