I'm not sure if I have really done something like this but the closest I can think of is the one time I was curious about one of my best friend's secret (She left our school before she told me). I was really curious and my other best friend let me know, since I was the second person to be best friends with her the longest (even though she treated me a bit unfairly and we weren't always on good terms). The secret was that she had two dads, my dumb mind thought "oh so they are gay. There's nothing wrong with that, they are just part of the lgbtq community" but it probably meant something like her mom got divorced especially since her mom was pregnant. I said something across the lines of "There's nothing wrong with having two dads, they are part of lgbtq community-" then I get told that she also has a mom, then I also get a sudden realization. I just feel proud because I'm not homophobic, it's not an achievement but it feels nice knowing a piece of trash like myself can at least accept people. Sadly, the topic of minorities reminds me of my mum being racist. She had a bad childhood (and probably a bad life itself) but I hope she isn't holding onto those beliefs still today.
i always believed what ever you believe is what will happen to you like if u believe heaven/hell u will go there or if you believe in reincarnation u will be reincarnated etc. But i’m VERY scared of the dying and just being dead like all black nothing around just dead. I’ve always wanted to be reincarnated as a boy so i’m gonna keep my finger...... reply
I'm fucking terrified about my future because I don't know what to do with my life
I've started studies that I don't like, and I'm afraid of the consequences until I leave the world of work, a job that I would never have liked, which terrifies me to the core reply
Hi! So honestly I'm really scared of dying. However, I'm an atheist and I believe that there's nothing after death, just like there's nothing before birth.
I'm especially afraid of dying because I'm afraid of how those around me would feel, and I want to live in this world for as long as possible. reply
yep I’ve thought abt it a lot I am aftaid of dyibg but what scares me the most is what comes after. Where do I end up? Heaven or Hell? Well ig it’s hell that’s why sometimes I wish reincarnation was true even if I end up as a tree bug or leaf I don’t rlly mind. Tbh I was hoping I’d be just gone like poof I never ever existed LOLOLOL reply
All the time. I think that when we die its gonna be like what everyone says its gonna be like. Like "heaven" or "hell" or anything. I just think that our energy returns back to nature and our ancestors...sorry if I sound like a hippie by saying that lol. reply
"Why don't you go outside?" "You should smile more so pple think u r friendly" "You should say hi first if you want to make friends"
Ehh I hate the sun and I prefer to be alone.
Idk I don't really initiate but I kind of want friends but the problem is that I am quite picky in picking friends (I have trust issues ig) also! I love sarcastic/dark hum...... 1 reply
I'm not nessisary afraid of death, but I'm very sensitive to death. When people die, regardless of if I had any relation to them I tend to get very emotional and teary. I've been very lucky though because our (immediate and extended) family hasnt had much death. But as for myself, there's so much in this world that I would like to see and experienc...... reply
Im STRUGGLING to improve my drawings ESPECIALLY MEN ¿~¿ I really wanna do fan art but at my level its more cartoonish and i lowkey hate it so im working hard on anatomy to at some point have a breakthrough ! 1 reply
