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Hi! I have never done this before, but seriously now I am kind of depressed I had one little beautiful female guinea pig and she died some days ago, I just didn't see that coming, I seriously loved that guinea pig, she was my everything, she had a partner and died like 10 day after giving birth to 3 little guinea pigs, but everything I did was for her, I bought her a partber so she wouldn't be alone, I built her the biggest cage I could for her, and now she is gone. I have no idea what to do, I blame myself since I just thought she was kinda weird the night before she died, and I don't know what to do with the babies and her partner, I am just thinking about giving them all in adoption, I like them all but she was my everything. So just looking for advice, please

Anyone from Sydney, Australia
LOL this is like super weird but most of the group chats I'm in always seem to die down and like it would be nice to make some long-term friends. So if anyone is willing to get together in a small group for some coffee and chat (preferably about yaoi lol, not sure if appropriate but live life) with a 20F it would be nice.

Or if there are like some cool active group charts or discord groups people can recommend me that would be amazing.

Criteria:
- preferably human, will accept small fluffy animals
- not a murderer
- is ok with super awkwardness from me

Thanks