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You guys be doing the stupidest shit on this website but you can't even get the courage to ask the McDonald's worker for an extra ketchup packet. Come back when you don't need your mom to help you order food at the restaurant.

There is guy that likes me but I don't know how to respond to him. I don't have romantic feelings for him yet but he has all the things that I'm looking for in a guy and we get along really well.
I don't know how to react when he tries to flirt with me or compliments me so I always act in a dumb way or just try to change the subject.
I feel like he is starting to think that I'm weird when I just have really low self-esteem, low self-confidence and I'm socially awkward.
It's really hard for me to open up to someone because I was bullied in elementary school and in high school and I was also sexsually harrassed by one of my classmates from the age of 8 until the age of 10. He moved away and I never seen him since then but I can't tell anyone what happened because they wouldn't believe me.
I'm really confused right now. I don't know what to do. I'm afraid to talk to him about my problems because there was a few people in the past that just laughed at me and said that I don't have problems I'm just weak so I just stopped talking about myself because they don't believe me and they look down on me. I'm afraid that he is going to hate me if I countinue to avoid him like this and I don't want that.