being at the very lowest point and growing numb to it... i don't understand it either? one moment i'd be happy the next i feel like i'll relapse and sh
one thing that's keeping me going is the things i like: books, dramas, music. i try my best to distract myself from these thoughts tho tbh it's not very easy haha sjjsjs
bts is releasing music so...... 1 reply
Well for me it’s cause everything is too boring. I cut cause it’s not boring. I randomly distance myself because it’s interesting to see the results. And I want to kill myself because it could be fun. Idk everything just feels so dull, and just doing something different or leaving a scar could be interesting. reply
I like reading omegaverse where the pair already have a child, purely because I think it's fucking adorableeee
This is a good example: http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ouchi_e_kaerou_neko_mimi_omegaverse/
And I think it's really cute when the seme marks the uke as their own, another good example: http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/takane_no_hana_wa_c...... 1 reply
Well i don't really know why im suicidal, maybe because i've been through a lot and know my future is gonna be sad and lonely, and i think it would just be better to leave soon, than living my years being miserable and lonely, because i just know things are not gonna be better for me. This world is no good place and i don't feel like i belong anywh...... 1 reply
It’s not necessarily hot or a kink but it adds more themes to be explored. Often in yaoi they fuck, the end. There’s nothing more to explore except maybe s&m or specific kinks. Mpreg adds stakes. 1 reply
I'm not trying to be rude, just asking this out of curiosity. I personally don't like omegaverse stories at all (mostly just because I prefer cute, fluffy and/or realistic stories + there's usually a lot of noncon involved with heats), but I've noticed that omegaverse is really popular. Is it because people find the "heat" thing hot? Mpreg? I honestly want to know your opinions!
It’s not like I want to die, but I wish I could disappear for some time, you know. Sometimes I get these thoughts about how time doesn’t wait for anyone and I get scared of the adulthood responsibilities that seem to come closer and closer. Sometimes I feel like I’m drowning in my worries and it’s so tiresome /:
Besides that, Banana Fish i...... 1 reply
It's different for everyone I imagine. I don't really know why I have those thoughts occasionally. I just turned eighteen but I've had suicidal thoughts since I was in elementary school. The reasons I wanna stay are, at the same time, the reasons I want to go. I love my family. I don't want to burden them with my failures and problems. But I still ...... reply
