i recently turned 15 and ive been dreading becoming an adult in a few years and idk how to do a lot of basic skills + social skills, idk how to handle myself or how i would handle my future, ive been so anxious since i was like 13 cuz once i grw up i realized id have to take on the role of what i usually see people do for me and then id do it for other kids but no one taught me hpw to do it it might not be a big deal but its probably gonna have an impact on me and i might become a shut in unless i do my last resort. Coz rn its summer so i got summer depression and thought shiet idw be here anymore i found expired(?) pills in my cabinet and ive been thinking everyday whether to do it or not and classes are almost starting and i hate school thinking about it makes me lean onto the decision of yes but i thought about the costs of funerals and stuff so it weighed in my head,, its beenlke 1-2 montths and even if people call it a stupid decision would it really be stupid considering the state the world is in rn?? i feel indifferent to it becoz i thoughf about my friends and family but even if i do enjoy being with them and ido care about them, at the end of the day, i still feel like shit and a lot goes on in my mind, its not like i really want to do it i just dont want to live my life here i already messed up some parts of my life and i can make a change if i wanted to but theres no point if i dont have the will to do it ,,, does anyone relate pls Say Yes
I dont know the betrayal i have had has just killed me alive and my health issues doesnt makes it much easier. With that if only i had stable finances that i didnt had too worry about everyday for having a secure life. Like this all just feels meaning less like i dont feel like i have any purpose left in life all i ever wanted was stability with someone who would give his soul and truly understand me but i guess at this age of 30 i have gotten enough reality checks that i cant go any longer if that doesnt exists in this world i always wanted too share past and future but both and my family betrayed me too i dont want too be a burden on anyone anymore its better i end this now before it gets worse cause if this world cant offer me what i need then ill just quit this pathetic game. Also i dont see anything getting better anytime soon i have begged for reason too live like a fucking beggar but i can't why should i even try to find a reason too live if there was any in the first place it would have appeared but yeah i guess i wont fucking find any reason now its enough.
If you could forget one memory, which embarrassing memory will you choose to forget?
was trying to pick up some new family trope reads but I came across a MULTITUDE of lists that have the names of smt on the lines of 'cute family stories :3 <3 (NO INCEST)' what has happened to us man...why have we gotten to the point where we have to specify that there's no incest in sweet family comics...
well it's 2-3 yr ago I just read ch. 10 It's became worse so I dropped but I still curious what happened in story because it's famous manhwa so the things I want to know is
# sangwoo is good or bad..?
# why he killing people..?
# which kind of ppl he killed..?
# did he(sangwoo) die in the end..?
# is Yang Seungbae a good person..?
# dose Yang Seungbae die in end...?
# ending is happy or said..?
# dose Yoon Bum get wt he deserved..?
# sangwoo is good or bad..?
# why he killing people..?
# which kind of ppl he killed..?
# did he(sangwoo) die in the end..?
# is Yang Seungbae a good person..?
# dose Yang Seungbae die in end...?
# ending is happy or said..?
# dose Yoon Bum get wt he deserved..?
is an adorable green snake plushy I can where as a scarf in the winter
I am simple hooman
With simple desires
I am simple hooman
With simple desires
Been emotionally and mentally exhausted this year, like it's just too much for me to handle. I can't do the things I love to do coz I just don't have the motivation, the energy... I'm just drained all over.... How am I supposed to heal from this
Does understanding the situation and knowing the reason why people is unfortunate considered empathy? Or do I also have to actually feel bad for them as in emotionally?
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BACKSTORY below *only read if interested otherwise just the answer is fine
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So basically in the recent years I feel like I am losing confident in whether I am really an emphatic person or I am just losing it.
Why only recently? Because in the recent years I decided to accept the hatred instead of trying to be the "good person/student/friend/etc.” I have always ran away thinking that I can't hate people no matter what harm was done to me and was forcing myself to be some kind of saint.
Quite a few sad and terrible things have happen to the people around me however I don´t see myself reacting the same way. I understand the theory or concept (as a textbook) of why people is sad and why should I too, but that’s it I don´t feel my hear "break" for it.
Once I started thinking of it, many memories came to mind making me less confident (I don´t have a memory of truly crying or feel bad for someone, only have ever done it out of manners)
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BACKSTORY below *only read if interested otherwise just the answer is fine
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So basically in the recent years I feel like I am losing confident in whether I am really an emphatic person or I am just losing it.
Why only recently? Because in the recent years I decided to accept the hatred instead of trying to be the "good person/student/friend/etc.” I have always ran away thinking that I can't hate people no matter what harm was done to me and was forcing myself to be some kind of saint.
Quite a few sad and terrible things have happen to the people around me however I don´t see myself reacting the same way. I understand the theory or concept (as a textbook) of why people is sad and why should I too, but that’s it I don´t feel my hear "break" for it.
Once I started thinking of it, many memories came to mind making me less confident (I don´t have a memory of truly crying or feel bad for someone, only have ever done it out of manners)