Yes. Like you just think, "Ah, fuck it. Just end it all!". I think of that every single damn time, and it's just frustrating that I can't die. I don't really fear death and it'll be good if I don't get reincarnated (if that did exist), what I'm scared of is the way that I would die.
I want a painless death, or an instant death but it's not really ...... 1 reply
I think about it a lot. I'm not suicidal or anything, I'm content with waiting for when my time comes, but sometimes I just get so curious about death that I can't help but want to die. Well maybe that is suicidal, but I don't actually want to.
I have this huge interest in death, and honestly, it would be a lie if I said I wasn't looking forward t...... reply
I always had this plan.
Basically if somehow my entire family gets killed i will either
1. kill myself
or
2. Creat a fake identity and move to another continent reply