Please Help Im Dying

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Have any of you guys just thought about doing it? I was just sitting here combing my hair thinking about if I ever had enough money to just fake my death and disappear off the face of the Earth I'd definitely do it but I'd also have them play a song at my funeral that had a cryptic message but make it super obvious for anybody that actually cared enough to look into it and if they do find out where I'm at they can come live with me and bring their family and pets if they want on my private island and live in luxury but if they ever get too annoying I can always feed them to my pet sharks I think I'd name them boo boo and chompers but surprisingly enough boo boo is the mean one

heeelpp thsi sucksks soo baad
Im having heartburns and acid refluxes
Hooe do you stop it,

hey uh so perhaps you have a sort of secret that you'd keep to the grave (not really to the grave since i've said it multiple times online). and you wrote that secret down thinking you'd be in your grave right? and then your family asks about it but you're just not ready to tell them? and they won't stop asking and then they try to take the only thing that is my will to live, ahahaha what do i do? how do i tell them? i sort of want/don't want to tell them but everytime i try to, a lump forms in my throat or i lie while smiling nervously. how do i not tell them? i'm just not ready. will anything change if i tell them?