Please Help Im Dying

I actually fear death, and If I were to chose between not existing and death, then not existing it is. Though, it would be hard to let go of a few things like anime, and manga. I fear death, but I don't fear the pain of death. I fear what comes after death, and if it just ends there. I really hate surprises. There are times where I feel death would......   reply

i do...... buut su***des just so much effort (￣∇￣")   reply

Same here. Sometimes i get ready to do it, but i feel like such a coward for not doing it. Every damn time I just chicken out because death scares me so much, and sometimes I have panic attacks after not doing the attempt, just because of the feelings of wanting to die but not being able to do it. I literally hate my life and myself endlessly, and ......   reply

mhm, ive tried a couple time but like never wholeheartedly, idk m just kinda scared i guess   1 reply

yes but i wanna finish some things first and then dead :)   reply

I’ve thought about that a lot to say the truth and I’m not afraid of death or the pain it brings I’d rather eat poison or too many sleeping pills. But I’m afraid of what my parents and the people I love would have to go through. I mean dying is not that scary, being left behind is scary.   reply

no.   reply