Half my life, I wanna die as an escape from all my issues in life. And half my life, I wanna live to see what will happen if I resolve and overcome those issues. It has been like this since I have been able to think for myself. It is a never ending battle between giving up and fighting. Honestly, I feel bad about thinking wanting to die when I see ...... reply
I actually fear death, and If I were to chose between not existing and death, then not existing it is. Though, it would be hard to let go of a few things like anime, and manga. I fear death, but I don't fear the pain of death. I fear what comes after death, and if it just ends there. I really hate surprises. There are times where I feel death would...... reply
I don't fear death. I'm a pretty morbid person so in certain situations I can depict five or more ways I could potentially die. I think I need some help.
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Same here. Sometimes i get ready to do it, but i feel like such a coward for not doing it.
Every damn time I just chicken out because death scares me so much, and sometimes I have panic attacks after not doing the attempt, just because of the feelings of wanting to die but not being able to do it. I literally hate my life and myself endlessly, and ...... reply
I’ve thought about that a lot to say the truth and I’m not afraid of death or the pain it brings I’d rather eat poison or too many sleeping pills. But I’m afraid of what my parents and the people I love would have to go through. I mean dying is not that scary, being left behind is scary. reply
