How To Stop Being An Idiot

If it's a new morning well good morning and I hope you have a wonderful day today my sweet little sunshines of mangagoers .
If its night then I hope you have a peaceful solemn night my lovely little owls .
If its noon or the after noon I hope you have a blissful nap or a nice peaceful time of day to relax .
Remember I love you all, y'all always make me laugh with your memes and comments .
I also have something to say
Thank you for still living

idk why but im just feeling like im nothing lately. ive had the sudden urged to harm myself but im too scared to. i cry for no reason and im becoming more sensitive when people yell at me. im scared to even talk to my parents without them yelling at me. im scared to tell jokes to my siblings without them slapping me and saying im not funny. im scared to rant to my friends about my problems without them saying its nothing. im tired of everyone saying my issues are just a phase and that itll move on